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Stein Yan Fernando .
The name's Stein
Born on the 10TH of March,
I'm currently 17, and I can't wait to be 18.
Iam obviously a Pisces
Born in Singapore
I ADORE the colour Red.
I have a burning passion for Guitar
I currently own 3 guitars.
2 semi-acoustics & 1 electric.
I'm currently learning fingerstyle plucking.
I idolize a man named Andy Mckee.
He is both an idol and a person to look up to.
Currently studying in Simei ITE
Digital Audio & Video Productions is what I study.
Photography is one of my favorites.
Computer Graphics is one of my hatreds.
Do NOT tick me off when I'm hungry.
Because a hungry man is an angry man.
To me, music is my life.
But of course, my friends always comes first.
I do not have a best friend.
I do not like to rank my friends.
But, rest assured that each of my friends are precious.
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Jealousy, a man's horrid friend.
Sep 3, 2009
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Dear Diary,
I was awake the whole night yesterday thinking about.. whether I should go for her. I mean, she's my really good friend and all. But wouldn't it be alil' weird? Y'know, we've been friends for like.. AGES. Whatever it is, I'm sure she doesn't know that I'm talking about her. And even if she'd knew, I know it wouldn't happen. Maybe I'm too negative, maybe not. Heh, I can probably imagine what she'd say when she finds out that I'm talking about her. She'll probably go: "Why me?". I needa think this through. Don't ask, cause I'll never tell, and don't tell yourself that you don't wanna know. Because that way, you'd wanna know. Nonsensical me.
Continuing on..
I was awake the whole night yesterday thinking about.. whether I should go for her. I mean, she's my really good friend and all. But wouldn't it be alil' weird? Y'know, we've been friends for like.. AGES. Whatever it is, I'm sure she doesn't know that I'm talking about her. And even if she'd knew, I know it wouldn't happen. Maybe I'm too negative, maybe not. Heh, I can probably imagine what she'd say when she finds out that I'm talking about her. She'll probably go: "Why me?". I needa think this through. Don't ask, cause I'll never tell, and don't tell yourself that you don't wanna know. Because that way, you'd wanna know. Nonsensical me.
Continuing on..
*TINK* You've just recieved a new trophy!
TODAY, was a great day. Why? Its because I did something that I never thought I would do! You guys must be wondering; 'Wth is this d!ckhead saying?' Well, I woke up @ 6.15am today. That's why. The plan was to meet Kelvin for Breakfast @ 6.30am. Take the bus down, and slack @ Cafe 1. So luckily, Kelvin decided to give e a wake up call this morning. (Thanks dood.) I immediately got up and hurried down to the busstop. According to him, I managed to make it on time. WHICH IS A BLOODY BIG DEAL FOR ME. NEW ACHIEVEMENT! Thanks for waking me up Kel. :)
So anyway, we got on the bus, sat at the back and rode to ITE.
So anyway, we got on the bus, sat at the back and rode to ITE.
When we alighted, it seems that we were the only one on the road towards ITE's front gate. It wasn't as packed as the time when I get up. So we leisurely walked slowly towards school, taking our own sweet time. I ate a Breakfast Set which contains: 2 eggs, 1 slice of bread cut into 2 & a cup of Milo @ 1.80. And I enjoyed it, ALOT. Kelvin ate a sandwich which he brought from home, seems nice though. It had eggs in it. *Opens eyes*
So after our wonderful breakfast, we made our way to the lift, accompanied Kelvin till the 6th floor, while I alighted @ the 5th floor. Walked slowly towards class, since I was like.. EARLY as hell. Turned around the corner and saw Joshua and gang sitting on the floor listening to their MP3's. I joined them, listening to my PSP. Shortly after, Ms Raudhah arrived and opened the door. I immediately got started on our BBF. Since Jasmine said she needed help in commenting about it and such.
NLE was pretty much boring after that.
So after our wonderful breakfast, we made our way to the lift, accompanied Kelvin till the 6th floor, while I alighted @ the 5th floor. Walked slowly towards class, since I was like.. EARLY as hell. Turned around the corner and saw Joshua and gang sitting on the floor listening to their MP3's. I joined them, listening to my PSP. Shortly after, Ms Raudhah arrived and opened the door. I immediately got started on our BBF. Since Jasmine said she needed help in commenting about it and such.
NLE was pretty much boring after that.
*Doom music* Here comes our 3hr break.
Yes, 3 bloody god-forsaken hours. We sat at a long table @ Cafe 2, talking, doing our work, watching Anime, playing games & whatnot. For me, it wasn't as long as I thought it would be, since I was pretty much working throughout. We met ZX, Mervin, Daph & WE whilst we were busy working hard on our projects. Said "Hi." to them and continued with our work. I finished up pretty easily since everyone was paying attention to their laptop's and not making a sound. Peace & quiet, me like.
After what seemed years, we finally made our way to VP2. VP2 was really interesting today, since Mr Graham was talking about marriages and stuff. While Mr Boi was 'bonding' with us. It kinda made us into the mood of studying. So without hesitating, he started on the lesson. He thought us about Camera Movements and stuff. It was pretty interesting cause he was asking us one by one about what we've learned and how much we paid attention.
Yes, 3 bloody god-forsaken hours. We sat at a long table @ Cafe 2, talking, doing our work, watching Anime, playing games & whatnot. For me, it wasn't as long as I thought it would be, since I was pretty much working throughout. We met ZX, Mervin, Daph & WE whilst we were busy working hard on our projects. Said "Hi." to them and continued with our work. I finished up pretty easily since everyone was paying attention to their laptop's and not making a sound. Peace & quiet, me like.
After what seemed years, we finally made our way to VP2. VP2 was really interesting today, since Mr Graham was talking about marriages and stuff. While Mr Boi was 'bonding' with us. It kinda made us into the mood of studying. So without hesitating, he started on the lesson. He thought us about Camera Movements and stuff. It was pretty interesting cause he was asking us one by one about what we've learned and how much we paid attention.
VP2 ended really early today.
*School bell rings* School ended @ like.. 3.40pm.
Which was BLOODY early, not like I'm complaining but.. We've been ending really early nowadays. Heh. So anyway, me, Jasmine, Jonathan, Sun & Fish walked towards bus 12 since some of us needed to get our hair cut. (Said Mr Graham.) So we boarded, and rode all the way to Pasir Ris. When we reached, we bidded our farewells to Jasmine and continued on to the salon. When we arrived, it was packed. So, Sun made a remarkably smart comment and suggested that we eat before we cut our hair. We agreed and proceeded towards 24hr Coffee Express. I decided not to eat since I was kinda saving money for Friday, so, the only ones that were eating was Fish & Sun. We then talked about games, people, movies for like.. an hour? before finally proceeding to the salon.
We got our hair done and finally, we proceeded home.
*School bell rings* School ended @ like.. 3.40pm.
Which was BLOODY early, not like I'm complaining but.. We've been ending really early nowadays. Heh. So anyway, me, Jasmine, Jonathan, Sun & Fish walked towards bus 12 since some of us needed to get our hair cut. (Said Mr Graham.) So we boarded, and rode all the way to Pasir Ris. When we reached, we bidded our farewells to Jasmine and continued on to the salon. When we arrived, it was packed. So, Sun made a remarkably smart comment and suggested that we eat before we cut our hair. We agreed and proceeded towards 24hr Coffee Express. I decided not to eat since I was kinda saving money for Friday, so, the only ones that were eating was Fish & Sun. We then talked about games, people, movies for like.. an hour? before finally proceeding to the salon.
We got our hair done and finally, we proceeded home.
Unattainable dreams are always the best kind.
'niets.
'niets.
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