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Stein Yan Fernando .

The name's Stein
Born on the 10TH of March,
I'm currently 17, and I can't wait to be 18.
Iam obviously a Pisces
Born in Singapore
I ADORE the colour Red.
I have a burning passion for Guitar
I currently own 3 guitars.
2 semi-acoustics & 1 electric.
I'm currently learning fingerstyle plucking.
I idolize a man named Andy Mckee.
He is both an idol and a person to look up to.
Currently studying in Simei ITE
Digital Audio & Video Productions is what I study.
Photography is one of my favorites.
Computer Graphics is one of my hatreds.
Do NOT tick me off when I'm hungry.
Because a hungry man is an angry man.
To me, music is my life.
But of course, my friends always comes first.
I do not have a best friend.
I do not like to rank my friends.
But, rest assured that each of my friends are precious.

 
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Another day, another day wasted.
Jul 29, 2009
Another day, another boring day..

Wow, it's been really a loooong time since I've last posted a entry. (Thousand apologies!) But still, I keep coming back for more. It kinda feels good to blog about stuff. And like, how you feel about today and such. It's kinda like a public virtual diary. Heh.

ANYWAYS, classes today started @ 9. Which for me, is counted as.. 'kinda late'. So I took advantage, and slept late the previous night. Which was a WRONG decision to do. You'll might've guessed that I woke up late today, which is absolutely right. I rushed to school, on a taxi. Wasted 8.50 on the taxi fare. But still, I managed to arrive 'early' to class. Lucky me.

The first lesson was NLE. Which was basically pitching, coming up with ideas, and such. My group comprimises of: Hui Min & Shareel. (Hope I spelt your name right.) To me, personally, I'm not close to neither of them. But still, I take this as a learning opportunity. Because, I mean, you don't get to ALWAYS work with the people you like.. right? So we managed to come up with a idea, and went to pitch. Apparently, it wasn't a bad idea, just that it needed alot of work. Something which I do not like to hear. (Neither does everyone else.) You know what they say: "I love my job, its the work I hate!"

We then went for our lunchbreak. I ordered a bowl of Chicken Ban Mian @ 2.70. Yummy, is all I can say. And does anyone else realise that the air-cons are running on viagra? I mean, everywhere I go, I feel really cold. Like, the lecture halls, the cafes, the library. Sure, Singapore is REALLY hot, maybe the air-con dood heard our prayer and started amp'ing up the air-cons. Cool. But I hafta bring jackets next time. Because its like.. Antartica in there.

After school, me & Jasmine hanged out in Cafe 1 while we wait for Daph and the rest. I ate a bowl of Ba Chor Mee, while she ate a plate of cake? We talked about stuff, about being a good producer, about life and whatnot. Soon after, Daph & WE arrived. Sat down, and started talking. Then, Mervin, ZX & finally Kelvin. We then headed to WhiteSands for our dinner.

Since I ate a bowl of Ba Chor Mee, I didn't have room for seconds. Merv & ZX decided to go eat at KFC. While they were eating, I was listening to Merv's iPod, complimenting about the many nice songs he has in there. And about how he doesn't send me any. :/

So anyway, after dinner, we made our way back home.

Tomoro's another early day. I just pray for another good day.
'niets.
The sun will set for you..
Jul 23, 2009
The sun, will set for you..

Ouhh, I kinda had fun today. Today classes were supposed to start at.. 8. But I went to school @ 12.15pm? Well, your probably asking why. Its because, Thursday's are probably the days which I normally come late or not at all. Mainly its the day whereby me (& my classmates) have a 3 and a half hour break. So me, being lazy and all, decide to come to NOT wait for the 3 and a half hour break. Instead, I would usually sleep at home till like.. 9am? Then i'ma go shower and take my own sweet time to come to school. That way, I wouldn't waste so much time in school slacking. Though, it ain't all fun and games, Thursday's start @ 8 because there's classes at that time. From 8 to 10. I think. So, coming to school late means, skipping classes. Which is NOT cool. So yeah, it ain't that fun on Thursdays after all.

Anyways, I arrived in school @ 12.15pm (as above stated) met my classmates at Cafe 2, said hi and sat down. I got abit of scolding from Jonathan asking me about why weren't I in classes earlier this morning and blah blah blah.. I kinda ignored him and said hi to Daphane who was already approaching my table. She came, and sat next to me. Shortly after, I saw Kelvin, said hi and he sat at my table too. Then, me, Jonathan, Kelvin & Daphane went to buy food. I ordered Mee Soto which totally SHCUKED. It was VERY VERY salty, too little (luckily) and totally filled with NOTHING. Its was just, noodles, pieces of shredded chicken abit of "Tao Gei" and thats it. I did not enjoy my lunch. Unfortunately, I sort of pulled Jonathan to eat the same store as me. Appararently his dish shcuked too.

Shoutout to Jonathan: SORRY JONATHAN, for pulling you to eat the same store as me. Hope you didn't hate your dish as much as me.

So anyways, after we ate our lunches, me, Daphane, Kelvin & Jasmine started talked about "Someone." and about how she was becoming a biatch and all. I know, its mean, talking bad about your past classmate, but I mean, whatever we say about her, is completely true. So we talked and talked, not knowing that we actually left Jonathan alone. (SORRY.) So, Jonathan, I guess he was bored, he turned over to his own table and started typing stuff on his computer. So we continued talking, planning about the BBQ and whatever secret plot we planned which I won't be telling you guys. ;)!!

So, shortly after, Kelvin left for his classes leaving Daphane, me & Jasmine. Daphane, being tired, went to sleep while Jasmine went over to her lappy to continue her work and stuff. Leaving me, alone and bored. So I decided to turn over to my classmates who were STILL awake. Appararently, Jonathan was doing something and needed some help on it. So I took over for him while he went to sleep too. It was a photoshop project, involving decorating people's names and stuff. So I decided to go search for brushes which might help with his project. I managed to find afew, and when I was about to actually start on the project, it was already time to go. So we packed up, said our goodbyes to Daph and continued on to our lecture.

I won't blah about the lecture, instead, I'll jump straight to the part when we met Daphane and the rest.

Jump-a-dingz-dong!~ (Didn't hear that for a long time now did you? ;D!)

So after the lecture, me & Jasmine went over to meet Daphane. We went, said bye to our clique and continued on to Cafe 2 to wait for Benedict. We arrived in Cafe 2, sat, went to buy a Chicken Wrap @ 1.80, ate afew bites, said hi to ZX, talked, bought myself a cup of Milo, talked, finally Ben arrived. And then, we finally made our way to the busstop. Whilst on our way, we met LETICIA & PREETPAL. Boy, I've not seen those two for like.. CENTURIES. So, Daphane, Jasmine, ZX, Ben, Leticia, Preetpal & me, made our way to the busstop. It's been a long time before we actually were a big group like this. It felt good, felt like the good ol' times.

We waited for bus 17 this time. I'm not gonna wait for bus 12 after what happened the last time. In the end, 3 bus 17 passed before we managed to get onto one. Not that bad since everyone was there and talking. So finally, we got on one and sat till Loyang Point. We got off, and went to some Coffee Shop there to eat. I ordered a plate of Mixed Vegetable Rice @ 3.40 Not so bad. Ate, and shortly after, Mervin arrived. Then, we talked and talked.

I'm feeling REALLY tired, so I'll keep this short from now on.

- A fly flew, hit my hand and dropped into my drink.
- Merv managed to save it by 'fishing' it out with my straw.
- Apparently it's feelers were stuck together, so Merv tried saving it.
- Epic'ly failing.
- We actually caught the whole thing on tape. (Its with Mervin.)
- Mervin decided to 'end its misery'.
- We proceeded down to Sheng Siong to get our stuff.
- Bought like.. 10 days worth of food and whatnot.
- Zhong Xin paid for the whole thing. (THANKS)
- Ben, Daph, Jasmine, ZX took a cab back, since they didn't want to carry the stuff all the way home.
- Me, Kelvin & Merv walked back home.
- We sent Merv home.
- Me & Kelvin walked back home, arguing about which route takes the shorter time and stuff.
- Bathed, and started typing this entry. :D!

Signin' off.
Don't worry, I typed "Someone" but it isn't you. Its about my classmate. :D!!
'niets.
2 days after the Infection..
Jul 20, 2009
4 days after the Infection..

Okay, its officially the 4th day of my quarantine. So far its been really.. boring. Staying at home (Its not like I actually go out often), watching TV, surfing the net and stuff. Anyways, I'm feeling as good as new now. So that means I can return to school! HOWEVER. My MC states that I can only return to school on FRIDAY. Why? Because, on the 7th day of my quarantine'ment I hafta go back to the doc's to get a check-up. To see whether I'm actually fine or not. So, that means, no school till Friday. Even though I'm missing it like crap now. (Surprisingly.)

Even though I feel fine, I still have some "aftermath" from my massive fever. I've been having this EXTREMELY irritating migrane @ the back of my head since the day I was feeling better. Its been going on and on and on.. Guess it's something I have to check with the doc too. I'm suffering from coughs too. Soo, its not COMPLETELY gone yet. But its getting there.

Anyways, I would just like to thank everyone for your "Get well soon" wishes. Thanks alot everyone. If you guys were all girls, I would kiss you. LOL. But.. NAHH. But seriously, thank you. Even though there wasn't a point on worrying about me, you guys still did. Thank you. (It's like the 5th time I'm saying thanks..) Thanks.. >.> (6th.)

Nothing much happened today, I just sat on my computer chair, watching Youtube and downloading some PSP games. Oh right, talking about PSP games. For all those Pangya fanatics, the PSP has released a english verson on Pangya Fantasy Golf Portable. I've been playing the Korean one, and I didn't understand shet. Anyways, do get it!

So yeah, I've been playing ever since.

Anyways, I'll be returning to school on Friday. See you guys then!
'niets.
H1N1. Seriously, isn't a matter to joke about.
Jul 17, 2009
H1N1. Seriously, isn't a matter to joke about.

Remember you see someone sneezing / coughing / having a sorethroat, we'd usually say: "OMIGOSH, H1N1?!" But of course, we always mean it jokingly right? Well I guess, when your actually down with H1N1, it probably isn't a joke anymore.. Huh?

I got up this morning, thinking that I could go to school, but unfortunately, I felt really cold. And I was having a major headache. So I thought to myself: 'This is bad..' Anyways, I got up, hurting from the pounding of my headache. Today really wasn't my day, my back hurt like crap, I'm had a major fever and I was feeling woozy as hell. So I decided to visit the doctor, actually I was kinda afraid that the doctor might say: 'I'm afraid we have to suspect you to have H1N1.' But I thought to myself.. NAHH. Me? H1N1? Yeah right.. So anyways, I went into the clinic, confidently. Signed my name, and waited for the doctor.

After like.. 30mins? A "nurse" called me into a room to check my temperature and pulse. So I went in, and she did the temperature thingie. You know, the one that plugs into your ear? Yeah, my temperature was like.. 38.7C. And she was like.. "OMFG. WTF." Well, she didn't really say that, but you could tell from her face. So after that, I went into the doctor's office for consultation. She asked me afew questions, and I answered. She then checked my throat.. and my chest with that listening thing that doctors use. (Don't know the name.) She then whispered "Oh dear." for me, that was really bad. She then said this phrase to me, which totally freaked me out: "Well, we have no choice but to suspect that you have H1N1. Because you have symptoms that are linked to it. Do you have any siblings at home who are 1 year and below? Or maybe 65 years and above?". "I see, so, what you should do, is to stay at home for 7 days. Don't go out, don't come in contact with the stated people and no clubbing ar?" I chuckled. "So that means, you're able to return to school on.. *counts* next Friday. I'll give you the MC and prescriptions."

I was really stunned. My mouth was practically gaping open when I exited the doctor's office. Luckily, there was a mask to cover it up. To think, that I have 'suspected' H1N1.. THAT ISN'T COOL. Bah, at least I don't have to go to school for the next 7 days.

Well, thats life I guess.
'niets.
A hungry man, is an angry man.
Jul 15, 2009
A hungry man, is an angry man.

Y'know, for me, I hate it, when people (both girls & guys) cry infront of me. Its not because I just don't like it. It's basically because I feel really.. useless. Why? I don't know. I just have this problem of 'nothing else to say whenever someone cries' type of syndrome. I practically have a phobia of people crying. Weird me. Anyways, whatever's done is done. I hope he gets better.

Today, was COLD. It was raining in the morning and in the afternoon. (I think.) I was practically shivering whenever I was in the Cafe's or in the lecture halls. I shoulda brought my jacket. But what the heck, we Singaporeans wish for colder weather. But when it's actually cold, we complain about it being TOO cold. Picky us. So, I continued the day, and it was really tiring for me. Because I slept kinda late yesterday because me & Merv was talking below me block till like.. 2am in the morning.

Another thing, I'm really sorry for those who recieved my "get the f*ck out of my face attitude today". Probably another thing you should know about me is.. I get REALLLLLY grumpy when I don't eat. Usually, I'd just try to avoid people and conversations. But when I actually engage in one, I'd usually give the "get the f*ck out of my face" attitude. So.. sorry to whoever. You should know who I'm talking about, and yeah, I'm really sorry.

So anyways, school was.. usual so I won't talk about it. After school was over, we (Jasmine & me) met Daphane, ZX & Leticia for a trip home. We talked, argued, listened to songs, crapped, everything. Just like old times. So, we waited at bus 12's busstop. And guess what, we waited for like.. an hour waiting for a NON-packed bus 12. All the bus 12s which came and went were ALL single-decked and FILLED to its brim with people. So we had no choice but to wait for the next one, which eventually was a SINGLE-DECKED and STILL filled with people. So we waited, and waited.. and waited. Waited till like.. 13, bus no. 31 came and left the busstop. Everyone was probably pissed.. esp. ZX. So finally, I made a suggestion on us, walking to the bus 17 busstop and taking a bus 17. Which was probably only option we had.

So we waited for like.. 5 mins? And a bus 17 came. Packed, but not to its brim. So we headed in, and stood at the 'standing' area. And started talking again. Till when it reached my stop, I alighted and walked back home.

Today was usual.

I didn't even talked to her today.
'niets.

P.S. I actually started praying. Its true, it helps. Kinda alot. :D
With every step, you climb another mountain.
Jul 13, 2009
With every step, you climb another mountain.

Dah, it's Monday. You know what that means.. S&W in the morning! Which.. is sorta bad & good at the same time. Anyway, classes start @ 8 today. I was surprisingly early today too. Whilst taking the bus to school, I managed to meet Jonathan on the way. He was looking ever-tired, ever-sleepy but ever-happy to start the day. (Thats the way Jonathan!)

We arrived in school, went over to the field area and met the 'gang'. Though, the gang was pretty low on people today. Well, I guess I was too early. Anyway, we sat on the ground. (Right infront of nowhere, we were practically blocking the way. Lol.) And we started chatting about stuff. I guess the feeling's kinda good. To talk to your classmates again. I kinda missed them. Heh.

So finally, the S&W lecturer finally arrived, and asked us to change. Which I immediately did so. Enthusiastic me. After we got changed, me, Sun & Jonathan went to run around the stadium.

One thing I accomplished today: I ran 3 ROUNDS. NONSTOP! HAPPY ME! ;D

Well, I guess I was kinda over-enthusiastic, because after I stopped, I started to feel VERY dizzy. And my calves were aching like CRAZY. I guess that's the price you gotta pay when you don't exercise for like.. EVER. So I just sat down and started to regain myself again while the S&W lecturer was talking about some thing with cars and such. I pretty much ignored him all the way.

So after S&W was.. VP2. My friends continued to pitch their ideas. Which took like.. 2 hours? Yeah, we sat on the ground.. listening to other people's story. It was kinda like a DRAGGY story-telling session. Though, I kinda enjoyed it, cause it was fun listening to your friend's stories. You always have this "curiousity" about what your friends might pitch.

Then came our lunch break. Me & the gang occupied the long table, and when I meant by 'occupied' I mean the WHOLE table. We practically owned the whole table to ourselves. I was pretty happy to see that, people who didn't usually hang with us were like.. sitting and talking to us like as though we're their best friends. Which was kinda cool, I felt the 'bondness' there.

We spent like.. 2 and a half hours @ the cafe talking, taking peektures, playing Facebook games, researching.. and even sleeping. Then, Elizabeth, Jasmine, Fuad, Joshua & me first went up to the fifth floor to use the plugs (or plucks..) there. Since the ones in the cafe aren't really working. In the end, the plugs worked, but there was no internet. Sad us. Anyway, we sat on the ground once again, blocking everyone's way.. And I, being bored, pulled out my PSP and started playing DJMax.

NLE was really fun today. Jonathan, Joshua & me who are group members for this current project, are ALMOST done with our photo montage! It was really fun editing with Jonathan today. We had alot of laughs.. and anger issues cause FCP was a real PAIN. Still, we managed to come up with a decent project. Though, it had alot of touching ups here and there. But nothing we can't handle.

We were meant to live~
'niets.
No Boundaries.
Jul 12, 2009
I need the 'pluck' to charge my laptop.

Today.. Is officially Sunday! You know what that means.. there's school tomoro! Y'know, if I was the government, I would make Monday a holiday. So vote for me yeah? LOL. Anyways, I was supposed to meet Jasmine @ Downtown East McDonald's for a group discussion about our project. But before that, I messaged her about who was there and such. Here's how it went:

Steiny: Jas, where are you now?

Jas: Orh, I am in mac. (Note her horrible spelling.)

Steiny: Oh, okay. Who are you with?

Jas: Im with elizabeth. where are u?

Steiny: I'm still at home, I'll probably go there at around 4.

Jas: Orh ok. why 4?

Steiny: Iunno, I thought Jonathan said to meet @ 4?

Jas: ok. i will be waitin at mac.

Steiny: Why Mac?

Jas: cus here got pluck mah.

Steiny: Wth? What pluck?
Jas: Orh, the one to charge laptop lor.

Steiny: Ey dey, its spelt as plug la.

Jas: LOL aiya you understand can liao.

You can imagine how much I banged my head on my table whilst talking to her..

Anyway I went there at around.. 4.10pm? Oh, and does anyone know that a Cosplay event happening at Downtown East? Today is supposedly the last day of the event though. So you can imagine the number of weird people wearing costumes going in and out of Mac. I sat down next to Eliz, while they were watching Bleach. So I just stared at the people wearing the costumes. Some of them really looked good. (ESP. THE GIRL WITH THE RED CONTACTS.) No argument about that. So, we waited for our late group member: Jonathan. Well, he was at church, so I didn't blame him. When he arrived he pulled out his MacBook and started playing weird Facebook games with Jasmine. So me and Elizabeth, being bored, decided to play with Jasmine's laptop. We playing a peekture taking app. which is called.. iPhoto? Here's some of the photos. IT WAS HILARIOUS. Happy us! :D













Yeah, camwhore'ing, the RIGHT way. HEH.

Yeah so, we spent like.. 3 hours in Mac playing Facebook games, like Typing Maniac and.. Bio.. Something? We had fun, loads of fun.

So after that wonderful experience, we went over to the Coffee Express in Downtown to have our dinner. I ordered a Korean dish. A dish that has like.. egg omelete as the main dish. It was worth the 5 dollars because it's GIGANTIC. I was really full after I ate it. Yeah so, we had loads of laughter and such. And finally, we headed home.

I had fun today.
'niets.
Saturday..
Jul 11, 2009
Ah, it's Saturday..

Heh, I've been looking forward to today. Cause I can rest my arse at home again.

I'll just talk abit about yesterday. School started at around.. 9.30am? And ended at around.. 12.30pm. Friday is seriously the best day of the week. Anyway, I, we rather, spent the whole day in the studio, listening to our class's pitches. Some of them were really good, and some of them were really funny. All in all, I didn't fall asleep whilst listening to their pitches. Which is probably a good thing.

After classes, me and Jasmine went down to Cafe 2 to find Daphane and the rest. In the end, we waited for everyone to come, then we had our lunch. I ordered my usual, Ee-mee again. I can never get sick of it. Then, Jonathan and the gang decided to come down to Cafe 2 too. So they sat at a table that's just next to ours. Its kinda fun, to have all of your best friends sitting right beside you. Anyway, I regularly switched tables, making sure I don't leave them out and such. Jonathan and the gang decided to go play L4D. While Daph, the rest & me, decided to go play pool.

Shoutout to Jonathan: Sorry I couldn't join you guys for L4D. I was just TOO TIRED!

So, we played.. and played. Then when it was about 3.30pm? Me, Daph & Merv decided to leave. I just wanted to get home early. Don't ask. So we went to bus 12's busstop and waited for the bus. Got on it, tapped in, and found a seat. Daph was listening to her MP3 while me and Merv was talking about some.. 'private stuff.' He gave me some advice which I found was really really true. (Thanks alot Merv.) So Merv stopped at central for his dental appointment, while I, stopped at my usual busstop.

Then I walked back home.

About today, I couldn't manage to sleep well. Why? Because of those BANGLA's working on the lifts. They were like.. drilling, and talking loudly, and banging and.. doing some weird constructing thingie which made a HELL lot of noise. So I was practically cursing and swearing. But anyway, I got up, turned on my comp.. went to eat Corn Bran flakes.. And I started typing this entry.

They'd better not disturb my beauty sleep!
'niets.
A day without school.
Jul 9, 2009
A day without school.. AGAIN.

Yup, I didn't go to school today. Why? It's because I don't wanna. Lol, nah I'm just kidding. I woke up late today. And yes, I know there was a 3 and a half hour break, I could just come to school inbetween right? There's a problem with that theory. And that problem is.. I'm just plain lazy. I'm not trying to be.. "school is uncool." but, i'm seriously lazy. I think of it as a MAJOR problem.. I'm getting lazier by the days. I HAVE to kick that habit. Damn.

Anyways, I spent the whole day at home. Lazing around. Playing abit of Resident Evil 4. Checking out Facebook.. Watching some anime. Some TV. Ate a really cool sandwich which my mum made me. Yeah, today was awesome. Also, my flat is currently going through some "renovation." What I mean is.. If anyone of y'all have ever visited my house. I'd usually.. or have no choice but to take the lift, walked like.. a gigantor round, up the stairs and then finally my house. Well now, the friggin' HDB doods finally used their friggin' brains to make a lift that alights me just outside my staircase. That way, I don't hafta walk a friggin' huge round. Well, of course the lift doesn't take like.. a second to build, it takes months, years.. centuries.. whatever. So the bangla doods are currently renovating the side of the flat where the lift is gonna be built.

You know bangla's have that platform thingie, which allows them to go up and down? They usually use that for painting. That long platform, that has buttons that allow them to go up and down.. Yeah that thing. They positioned it RIGHT outside my window.. So today, while I was watching TV and eating my wonderful & delicious sandwich. I had the most shocking experience EVER. I actually thought there were two floating bangla's outside my window. IMAGINE THAT. WTFRIGGER'S. I almost choked on my sandwich when I saw that. But, end's up that they were just using that platform'y thingie. Stupid me.

Yeah, I'm currently staying away from my hall for the time being. I don't wanna have that same experience again.

Anyway, Its already 11.39pm. And I have school tomoro. SIAN ME. Oh well, at least its only till 12.30pm. Then ima go play pool with me best buds.

Signing off,
'niets.
BLOG TIME.
Jul 8, 2009
Okay, blog time.

Today was kinda slack for me. Since classes started at 9.00am today. I woke up at about.. 7.45am. Went to shower, dressed up, wore my shoes, proceeded to the busstop and waited. I don't usually carry a watch around, But I was assuming that it was already 8.00am sharp. Which to me, was kinda early.

I was bored on the bus today, since I forgot to charge my PSP the night before. So I was practically looking at people coming in and going out of the bus.. Listening to people talking, looking at their shoes and whatnot. Then, an elderly couple boarded the bus. The lady elderly sat on my left, while the guy elderly sat on my right. At first, I didn't really mind.. But then, the guy on the right started to move about, it's like he can't stop moving or something. He HAS to touch something, or move his hands or.. shake his leg or SOMETHING. So anyway, he placed his hand on his left thigh, which is.. on MY right thigh as well. (Since he's sitting on my right.) So, being himself, he couldn't stop moving right? So his hands were going up and down his legs, while it was brushing against mine. I didn't really notice until I looked down towards my file which I was carrying. And I was like.. "WTFriggers?!". So I adjusted myself, more towards the left. Which was definitely better. I think the old dood noticed me moving to the left, so he immediately stopped touching his leg. And btw, I WASN'T molested. So chill.

Alighted at ITE's busstop, met Jet, who was on the same bus as me, walked to the entrance, through the 'Temperature Screen Station", got a GREEN sticker (to show that I'm healthy.), said goodbye to Jet, took the elevator up to the 5th floor, walked to my classroom, and BAM, I finally reached my destination. Surprisingly, I was early. VERY early. I was SOO early, that I was earlier than Jasmine. `Wow.

Today's first lesson was NLE. Which is (Non-Linear Editing.) Basically, its a lesson on editing. You might think its simple.. But its not, there's alot of steps and HARDWORK which you need to put in, in order to edit. Anyways, Me, Jonathan & Joshua continued on our NLE pitch. We were working on a 'photo montage' on 'Racial Harmony'. So we drew out our ideas, then went over to pitch to our lecturers..

I wasn't so bad, they said that our idea was.. there. But not 'professional' enough. So, we went back to our workstations and started to work on it again. After like.. 20 mins? Miss Christina & Miss Raudah started teaching on the basics of Final Cut Pro. Its basically a "Adobe Premiere Pro" on a Macintosh. Same functionalities, same features, as powerful & as confusing too. I knew the basics of editing on ADP from VP1, so what they thought was kinda a 'refresher.' It helped me loads anyway.

After lecture was over, we went down to Cafe 2 to have our brunch. I ordered a bowl of Ee-Mee @ $3.40, from the same stall, the same seller. And it was GOOOD, as ever. After our brunch, Fish & Sun started to shoot chewed ice from their straws at Jonathan. They were kinda having a war when I was right infront of them. Luckily I didn't get hit. Or else, I would send them back to the Ice Age.

Anyway, after brunch, we went to our next lesson which is ETP. This module is kinda boring. Because it teaches you how to make a business when you grow older.. Which is TOTALLY irrelevant to my course. However, today's lesson was kinda okay, because we were supposed to set up a business and what to sell and whatnot. So me, Jonathan, Sun, Fish & Joshua decided to invent bite-sized cube currypuffs. Which will probably taste AWESOME, because we're coming up with different flavours for it. I'll post some peektures whenever we got the chance to make it.

After ETP, we proceeded to the lecture hall to watch a movie. Called 3-iron. It was a Korean show, and it was REALLY good. Why? Its because the main actor/actress didn't say a SINGLE word. It was a love story about a guy and a girl.. and blah blah blah. Simple concept, but interesting approach on how to deliver it. And yes, the actors didn't say a SINGLE word. But they managed to convey the message to us about how they fell in love and whatnot. Guys, if you have the chance, WATCH the show. Its amazing.

Then, 'the gang' and I went down to Cafe 1 to have dinner. Cindy, Jonathan, Joshua, Fish and me was sitting at 1 table. While Jasmine, Elizabeth & Serene was sitting at another. They were watching some weird documentary about some half-naked doods. Don't ask. So anyway, we talked.. I bought a bowl of Chicken Macaroni @ $3.30. Kinda good. Met Daphane & Zhong Xin. Then when we were all done, we walked to the bus 12's bustop. Saying our goodbyes and such. Boarded the bus.. And went home. Actually, we changed bus's because we saw a double-decker at the back. Met Kelvin and blah blah blah.

Its already 11.30pm now, and I have to wake up extra early to meet Kelvin for breakfast and whatnot. Don't know whether I can.

She's awesomely cute, isn't she?
'niets.
First day of school. Jeez the weez..
Jul 6, 2009
First day of school. I have to wake my sorry ass @ 6.45am again..

Y'know, I hate Monday's. Why? I don't know, I just hate them. Maybe its because I suffer a very common disease called "Monday Blues." I'm sure I'm not the only one suffering from it right? Yeah well. Classes started @ 8.00am today. Are you kidding me? Well, you know me, I'm always late for my 8.00am classes. So I reached school 30mins late, only to find out that the first lesson was canceled.. JEEZ.

So I arrived in school, hoping to skip S&W, since it was the first lesson of the day, luckily, it was canceled. Happy me. Sorta. So, I messaged Jonathan asking them where they were. Apparently they were @ the cafe 1. So I headed there. When I reached, seems like everyone was moodless, they were practically puppets. Maybe cause its the morning.

Anyway, I shall skip to the last part of the day. Today was boring.. B-O-R-I-N-G. Like seriously. Thank god I had my friends to cheer me up.

After classes ended, @ around 5.30pm? I recieved a call from Mervin saying whether do I wanna join him for pool. So me, and Jasmine, agreed. So we went down. Oh and btw, the uncle @ the pool centre changed the tables. From green (I think.) to.. RED. LIKE OMIGOSH. ITS RED! And DARN, was it BLOODY smexy. I was practically drooling all over the place. The tables were new.. Shiny, and RED. One of my favourite'st COLOUR. So ANYWAY, I went over to Mervin's table (Which wasn't red. :|) and waited for them to finish their game.

Nothing much happened afterwards, cause I practically fell dead in the bus. I was friggin' tired. Seriously.

Well, I refined my pitch. And I installed a printer to my comp. About time though. My computer can't print for nuts. Anyway, I worked on my pitch from like.. 8.30pm? To about.. 10.30pm. Oh well, at least it's done. And I'm KINDA pitch ready. Just hope Cindy likes it.

Also, I would like to wish a particular someone, a very happy 17th birthday. You're officially 17. Don't be too happy though, I'm still older than you.

Oh and btw, your gift is still with me, I haven't touched it yet. Neither will I give it to you anytime soon. I'll just keep it for memories sake. Remember, stay happy, and always be yourself. I'll surely & still am, missing you. I just can't get over you. Period. Stop asking me to move on. Cause I CAN'T.

Weird me. Anyway, happy birthday. May your wishes come true. :D

You should know I'm talking about you.
'niets.
PITCH PITCH.. BITCH.. Oh wait.. PITCH.
PITCH, PITCH.. BITCH.. Oh sorry.. PITCH..

Yes.. as the title says, I've been stressing about my pitch.. A LOT. I actually have an original idea. Its about a guy with Tourette Syndrome trying to cope with life. But, Cindy suggested that I do, the Infectors 2! Which I DEFINITELY agreed. However, the idea was kinda last minute. So I didn't have much time to do the storyboard and whatnot.

Anyways, today is Sunday, and you know what that means.. THERES FRIGGIN' SCHOOL TOMORO. Which is DEFINITELY not cool. After 4 weeks of holiday, i'm still suffering from the holiday sickness. How I wish school will be cancelled tomoro due to the H1N1 thingie and such. Heh.

So, I started on my pitch like.. The day before yesterday. I starting my project @ Mervin's house. I was doing it while he was playing "Prototype", you can imagine how torturing it was, seeing him playing, and me.. suffering on the computer with Microsoft Word on. So, I practically did everything there. The Outline, Director's Treatment, Sypnosis and everything. Saved it on my HD. And went home. When I plugged it in.. guess what.. I couldn't open the files. Why? It's because I did it on Microsoft Word 2007 and my computer.. being such a lousy one.. can't open it. So I was like.. "WTFriggers?!". You can imagine how pissed I was. So I spent the whole day, re-doing it. Fuck.

Anyways.. Today, I recieved a call from Nick. I'm guessing is that he wants to play pool and whatnot. So I purposely didn't answer. (Sorry Nick, I had lots of stuff to do.) Instead, I went over to my computer and started on my project again. It feels good, to cram on Microsoft Word. Just like old times.. Anyway, I've finished my pitch (sorta.) and I hope I don't disappoint anyone.

P.S. I'm REALLY tired right now, I can't think properly, I can't spell properly and I hate bittergourd. Okay, random. Please mind the spelling mistakes.

Shoutout to Cindy: Heya Cindy! Thanks again for letting me to The Infectors 2. I really really appreciate it. Though, I was kinda hoping that you'd do it. Cause I SOOO wanna see how it ends. But anyways, I would just like to say.. that I hope I don't disappoint you. I didn't have much time to think about the story, so I came up with everything I had in my mind. I don't wanna disgrace your film, or even worse, you. So, if you hear my pitch today, and if you think it's utterly disgusting.. Please tell me, I don't wanna make the same mistake on disgrace'ing any of my other schoolmate's films. Sorry, and thank you.

'niets.
Shadow of the Day.
Jul 3, 2009


'niets.
Call me adamant.
Jul 2, 2009
Call me, selfish.

Heydihidiho. Yesterday's been really tough for me, I can't sleep. Don't know what's the problem with me nowadays. Anyway, I went for guitar today. Only to find out that I was gonna be teaching the Sec 3's instead of the Sec 2's. I was kinda disappointed, because I was soo.. "affectionately" attached to the Sec 2's. (I'm not gay.) Anyways, I did my job and because of that, I lost my voice. Yet again.

I woke up @ around.. 12.15pm? Went straight to bathe, came out, changed and went to eat lunch. While eating, I went over to the hall to watch some TV. My mum was watching some cowboy show.. Don't ask.

Ate up, washed up, went down to the busstop, waited for like.. 5 mins? Then the bus arrived. I did the usual, tapped in, went all the way to the back and listened to my PSP. (People say I look scary when I'm alone and listening to music. Don't know if it's true..) When I arrived @ PTC's busstop, I noticed that my guitar juniors took the same bus too. They were sitting on top. So I asked them..

Stein: Hey, you're here for guitar right?

Them: No, ours was on Wednesday..

Stein: HUH?!

Them: Yeah, you mean you didn't know?

Stein: Iunno, I don't remember.

Them: Jeez..

Stein: So who am I gonna teach then?

Them: The Sec 3's. The bigger ones.

Stein: *Sad face..* Seriously..?

Them: Why? Miss us right..

I was about to say yes.. But, NAH.. Anyways, yeah, I was kinda disappointed that I wasn't able to teach the Sec 2's. It's not because I hate the Sec 3's. Its just.. I'm more familiar with the Sec 2's.

Moving on.. We walked across the street.. Met Kelvin, Jasmine & Cheng Chye along the way, Arrived in PTC, said hi to Jaysen / Jason, went to take "Big Ben.", talked abit to Gwen. AND FINALLY, sat on the couch, and started playing. It was kinda good, to touch "Big Ben." again. I really missed that guitar. (Big Ben is PTC's folk guitar. I love that guitar. It's not a person. Like I said, I ain't gay.)

Skipping to lessons part~

Today's lesson was about "Chords of the Frets." It was kinda hectic because Kelvin & myself didn't really know much about this topic. So we were kinda brainstorming in the middle of the lesson about how to figure out the Root Chord and whatnot. So, in the end, we thought them what we knew and they seem to understand. So I was pretty satisfied. Though, they were really kinda unattentive and noisy @ the same time. That's probably why I lost my voice. Anyways, lessons was over and the next shift of "students" came in. I was assigned two students. And I thought them about the song "Micheal Rows the Boat Ashore." && "If We Hold On Together." It was kinda boring, they were really.. moodless, and they didn't have much of a sense of humour.

SOO.. Guitar finally ended, and we discussed about what to do with the Sec 3's. Since they practically learnt everything and all.

*TOOT* Confidential stuff.

Hanged around in PTC till about.. 7.30pm? Then me & Kelvin went to wait for the bus.

Though, before I end this entry. I would like to talk about this arsehole in the bus, who was sitting behind me.

First off, he had this f*cking waterbottle who was shoved inbetween the seat and the window, and was kinda protruding out from my side. That way, I couldn't rest my hands properlly.

I didn't mind.

Second off, you know those type of Ah Beng's, the way they sit in buses? With the knees stuck on the seat infront? YEAH, at first, I didn't mind him putting his knees on the seat. But he was like.. MOVING about and whatnot. That made MY seat kinda shaky and stuff. WTF was he friggin' doing? Was his d!ck itchy or something? Damn him.

In the end, I changed seats and went over to sit with Kelvin. Then it finally reached my stop, and I went home.

How I wish I saw his face, that way, I can curse and swear all I want. :p
'niets.
Shes out of my life..
Jul 1, 2009
Shes out of my life..

Right now, its currently.. 5.10am. I couldn't sleep after yesterday. So many things went through my mind. And so many things are STILL currently in my mind. In any case.. I've decided to "kick" her out of my life for the time being. I have to forget about her somehow..

In case you're reading this.. I'm sorry. After that incident, something just, came over me. I cried myself to sleep last night thinking about you. That's probably the first time I ever done something like that.

I keep telling myself that "she's happy now.. forget about it." Sometimes, it makes me feel better. Sometimes, it makes me feel worse.

"Thanks for the memories." Was the last thing I said to her. I'll remember that. Honestly I will.

Please, if you're reading this. Please take care of yourself. Drinks loads of water, and remember to always be happy. That's all I ask for. I'll remember you always.

*Sad face..*
'niets.
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