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Stein Yan Fernando .

The name's Stein
Born on the 10TH of March,
I'm currently 17, and I can't wait to be 18.
Iam obviously a Pisces
Born in Singapore
I ADORE the colour Red.
I have a burning passion for Guitar
I currently own 3 guitars.
2 semi-acoustics & 1 electric.
I'm currently learning fingerstyle plucking.
I idolize a man named Andy Mckee.
He is both an idol and a person to look up to.
Currently studying in Simei ITE
Digital Audio & Video Productions is what I study.
Photography is one of my favorites.
Computer Graphics is one of my hatreds.
Do NOT tick me off when I'm hungry.
Because a hungry man is an angry man.
To me, music is my life.
But of course, my friends always comes first.
I do not have a best friend.
I do not like to rank my friends.
But, rest assured that each of my friends are precious.

 
listen .


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com

 
Malaysia; Muar.
Sep 30, 2009
Dear Diary,

Holy crap, I'm finally done with my packing.
Yes, as the above stated, I'm finally done packing. I didn't know it would go so smoothly, I thought I would have some things missing and whatnot.

But, I didn't. So, anyway..

I hope there's internet @ the place I'm staying in. *PRAYS.*

Well, see you when I see you guys. ^.^v

Signing off,
#01steiny.

What the fuckidy fuck?
I have a logical explanation for my doings. Don't assume, and don't wonder. I didn't lie, and don't think that I did. Don't over-react, please.
Its officially tommorrow! Today.
Dear Diary,

Its officially tomoro.
Well, today's the last day I get to be in Singapore. Heh, it seems like I'm a really big fuss about it, but something tells me that I won't be enjoying myself there in Malaysia.

Bah, I tend to over-think alot. Who knows? I might just enjoy myself over there.

I just hope that my room buddies bring their laptops. So I can use it to blog, or something. *Yes, I mean you; Sun.*

I tend to be last minute.. What a minute, its already tomoro?!
Okay, probably another reason why I'm KINDA overreacting about the whole Attachment thingie.

I've not packed yet.

You guys are probably saying.. "Yeah, that's usual." Which is kinda true, I just don't feel the mood to pack. Though, I managed to find my bags and everything. I just needa lay out my clothes and stuff out. Let's just hope I don't forget anything.

Signing off,
'niets.
For My Father..
Sep 29, 2009
Dear Diary,

God gave me 4 fingers, but I'm only using 3!
Hey guys, its been awhile since I ever made a blog entry. Well, now I'm making one.

Remember the song: "For My Father"? Yeah, I'm re-perfecting it again. Why? Well.. I don't know actually. Maybe its cause its really soothing to the ears? Heh.

By 're-perfecting', I mean by playing it with my full hand. Not with only 3 fingers. So that means I'm including my ring finger in for the plucking. I usually play plucking songs with 4 fingers, but it feels so weird whenever I try to include my ring finger for this song. Weird me.

Oh well, I'm sure you guys don't care anyway.

As I'm counting down to my Doom.

Okay, I'm sure you guys know that I'm going away to 'Muar' for my attachment. If you didn't, then it doesn't matter.

Anyway, I'm leaving in another.. 2 days. Time flies really fast whenever you're going away for an attachment. And whats worse, I haven't even packed yet. LAZY LAZY LAZY me.

Bah, whatever. I just hope I can make it there in one piece.

Signing off.
'niets.
APOLOGIES.
Sep 23, 2009
SORRY GUYS,there's something wrong with my "Text Size" thingie. Apparently, it doesn't listen to what I say. ._.

Sorry.
NS Deferment.
Dear Diary,

Does anyone else realise that the CMPB is at.. DEPOT ROAD?!
Okay, I'm back from the "checkup".

I guess you guys are DYING to hear about what happened right? Well, I'm about to burst your bubbles. Why? Because nothing happened.

Never take a bus from Pasir Ris to Bukit Merah Interchange.
Well, continuing from where I left off..

I shutted down my comp, took my stuff and proceeded down to the; 12/21/358 busstop. Took a bus 21 bus to the interchange. Walked to the MRT station, saying hi to Charlene on the way. (HI CHARLENE.) Tapped in, sat in the MRT.

Zzzzzz...

THEN, we're finally on our way. My destination @ that time was RedHill. Which was.. kinda far, so me, being the gamer I am, whipped out my PSP and started playing on Tales of The World; RM (If you have a PSP, you should try it.) When the MRT arrived @ City Hall, I swear, my heart felt like it was about to explode. Maybe its because I was too.. scared? Like I said, I hate checkups. HATE.. CHECK.. UPSS.. I tried to calm myself down by thinking of a happy thought. (Rainbows and unicorns!) Doesn't work though.

"RedHill." Said the MRT-lady-person-talking-thingie. I stood up, feeling as if my arse weighs a ton. Dragged my feet towards the door. And when the MRT doors open, it felt like I was walking to my doom. The corridors of the MRT station were empty, the only few there was me, and my pride. I courageously walked towards the stairs that appeared to move (Escalator.) And rode it to the bottom floor. There, I saw many unfamiliar faces. It was then, that I knew, that I was gonna die.

So I took a risk, and stepped through the gates of the MRT station. (The EZ-link thingie.)

I was alone.. so.. very.. alone..

I couldn't take it anymore, I wanted out. So I ran (walked actually.) towards a tower with many lights on it. (The traffic light.) I knew, if I was at someplace with alot of lights, someone could actually spot me. There, I waited.. and waited.. for something to guide me. Something to help me conquer this fear. Then, suddenly, a four-wheeled mechanism stopped infront of me. (A cab.) I was shocked, scared.. but the person who was "commanding" (Driving.) the mechanism said; "Where would you like to go?" I was saved.

I told the commander (Taxi driver.) I wanted to go to SALVATION. (CMPB.) He nodded his head as if he was acknowledging me. Then we were off, off to salvation. After afew minutes or so, the mechanism stopped. And the commander said; "We're here.". I was confused, this wasn't salvation, it looked like a gigantic fortress with guards all around it. (CPMB has army personnel guarding the entrances.) "That would be 6 dollars and 60 cents." said the commander. I was confused even more. What the hell is this.. "d.ollar..s" he speaks of? I started to panic, what if he went mad and wanted to rape me?

I searched around frantically looking for a "dollar.". Fortunately, I managed to find a carrier (Wallet.) filled with what seemed like.. plastic paper? (Dollar notes.) I took a piece, and gave it to the commander. "Thank you." he said, and handed me something that looks very much similar to poker chips. (Coins.) I took his "gift" and left the mechanism.


I was tricked.. and now, I'm left by the roadside to starve. Having no other choice, I proceeded into the fortress to seek shelter. The moment I stepped into the fortress, it's guards pointed out in another direction, as if he wanted me to actually go there. I agreed, and walked towards where he pointed. Then, I was stopped, stopped by a large arc shaped machine. (A metal detector.) Next to the machine, there stood another guard, he asked me to step through it. I believe it was some kind of ritual (Checking for any suspicious items that you forgot to declare.) to accept new comers into their fortress. Without taking any risks, I hurried through the arc. And the guard, smiled and pointed me to another direction.

I walked, and walked.. through the scorching heat. Through the rough terrain. You can never imagine the pain, the heat.. the loneliness.. I walked.. Through the fog and sand, I managed to see a sign. I hurried. As I approached the sign, I could roughly read out what it said; "CMPB."

YES! I have arrived to SALVATION.


Okay, enough. I hope you guys enjoyed my 5 mins of extreme lameness. Don't worry, whatever I said above was definitely overreacted. But if you manage to translate that into 'real-life' speak, all of it is actually true. Including the part when the taxi dropped me off? I was completely confused. It didn't look like CMPB. And I was afraid that I was lost. Luckily, I managed to find it. Thanks to the helpful signs.

Oh that reminds me, I'm not done with my story.

The resolution.
I shall cut the crap and get straight to the point; I didn't have to do the medical checkup after all.
It appears that I only went there just to apply for deferment. Actually, when I think about it now, I'm furious. But back there and then, I didn't feel a thing. I wasn't angry, I wasn't relieved. Nothing. So that means I just went down ALL the way to CMPB, just to do afew 'clicks' on the mouse.

Well, after that, I took a bus 5 straight to Pasir Ris.

ANOTHER THING, DO NOT RIDE ON A BUS FROM BUKIT MERAH TO PASIR RIS. You won't be able to feel your butt after which.


Signing off,
'niets.





NS Medical Checkup.
Dear Diary,

I'm bloody scared of CHECKUPS.
Okay, today, is the day, I have to go over to the CMPB to do my NS Medical Checkup, which totally sucks. I hate checkups. HATE.. CHECK..UPS.. Why? I don't know. I just hate the thought of doctor's asking me to take off my clothes and whatnot. Lol.

Maybe I'm overreacting, but I don't even know whether I needa take off my clothes or not. Bah. Best not to worry about it. And just get it done and over with.

Apparently, the checkup may take up to 3-4hrs. Which is.. WTH. Why does a checkup have to involve HOURS. Like I said, best not to worry about it.

Y'know, I actually wanted to ask someone to accompany me along, but.. NAWWW.. I mean, I don't wanna ask anyone to wait for me for 4 friggin' hours.

As I'm counting down to my doom.
Dammit, this sucks. I'm panicking. But at the same time, I'm thinking to myself.. "Why the hell are you panicking?"

"What's there to worry about?" ..Dammit I sound like a wuss.

Well.. Guess I'll go and get ready. *Sadface..*

Be sure to check back after 4hrs to see how it went! :D
'niets.
Ever thought of giving up? I did.
Sep 22, 2009
Dear Diary,

A thousand apologies~
Its been like.. AGES since I've last posted an entry. But.. there's a reason actually.

I'm just plain lazy.

I wondered how the world would look like under my feet.
Today's Tuesday. I actually woke up thinking that today was Monday. Time really flies whenever you're having your school holidays. Today's the day that I'll get to see my 'alumni' friends again, cuz there's a meeting @ PTC. Which is organized by A. Lily. I wonder what's gonna happen.

Anyway, I bet it's nothing serious.

I won't post anything about yesterday. Cause' I can't remember what I did. My sister told me that I was drunk @ my auntie's place, which kinda makes me worried. MY FAMILY WAS THERE. *omgwtfbbq.*

Then again, I also remembered drinking Orange juice. Damn, this sucks. Ever get the feeling of doing something good, and totally forgetting all about it?

Anyway, I'll end this entry off with a video.
It's for you, Guns & Roses fans. :D



Just incase you people think it's fake.. Its not. He's doing a loop technique. Which is technically taking advantage of the foot pedal.

enjoy,
'niets.
Yamaha SG Series.
Sep 16, 2009
Dear Diary,

*You're illegally beautiful.*

Has anyone seen the Yamaha SBG series? Well, if you didn't, you should. They're BLOODY pretty. Awesome curves, and majorly sexy to look at. What's worse, they're not selling it here in Singapore. DAMN! I soooooooooo wanna touch it. Just look @ those gold hardware. The Headstock! The inlays!*Drools.*

Unfortunately, the colour that I wanted to show you guys weren't available.

Also, I've been eyeing @ this particular guitar as well. Its a Gibson's Les Paul Custom.


God, this my friends, is what my friend likes to call; *Guitar Porn.* Why? Its because a guitar can actually be referred to as: Sexy. Sexy enough to make any guy drool. And therefore, called porn. ;)

*So Stein, how was your day?*

Okay, today was really odd for me. Everything seemed weird today. Okay first off, y'know how crazily full bus 12 can be right? Well today, for some weird reason, it wasn't. By the time I reached ITE, there were still spaces which you can sit. Weird huh? Maybe everybody's having the holiday blues. Secondly, when I arrived in class, it was QUIET. Majorly quiet. Maybe because only like.. 13 people came? Yeah, THAT quiet. And thirdly, tomoro's lessons are cancelled. (Except for the morning ones.) Which means I get to go home bloody early, which is a really really rare thing for me. However, Jasmine & me decided that we'll visit the PTC. Since CC was complaining about us not visiting and whatnot.

*Maybe it's called ambition.*

Usually, I'd have more things to say. But I don't. So, I guess i'll end this post here.

*I'm missing you by the seconds.*
'niets,
..Like a cross turned upside down.
Sep 15, 2009
Dear Diary,

*SHE LIVES..! MuHaHaAAhaHAA. *Cough* Hah..*

WOOTS. I just restringed Lessie the other day. She always looks good with new strings, it brings out her colour.. ;) The moment I re-'strang' her, I started strumming like there's no tomoro. I guess I kinda missed playing hard, I guess.. I was also practicing on how to stand and strum. It might sound easy, but it's not. Trust me. And I broke a nail!

*I shall now commit suicide because the real MasterCheif is so much better than I am.. ..blargh.*

Okay, here's the thing. I didn't go to school today. Yes yes, I know, my attendance is really bad. But, sometimes you just have those days where you just wanna forget about school, and just relax. Yeah, today was the day. Anyway, I spent the whole day relaxing @ home, which is kinda what I'm doing now. Sitting down on my lazy ass, on my lazy ass chair, typing on my lazy ass keyboard, looking @ my lazy ass screen. Ahh.. This is the life. And guess what, next week is my LAZY ASS HOLIDAYS. OMFGWTFBBQ! No I mean seriously, I really can't wait for it to come. I'm actually thinking of skipping school this whole week. Because I'm suffering from the Holiday Blues already. But.. Naww.. My friends would miss me too much. ;)

Does anyone else realise that Youtube'ing is actually pretty fun? I mean, all you need to do, is just click the "Video Suggestions" after every video. And you can actually stay at it for like.. 3 hours.

Here's some videos which caught my attention;

Remember to view it in FullScreen.



Cheif & Arby; Episode 7: "Girls."



Mabinogi: Heroes Gameplay.



Priest & the Matador by Senses Fail.



Heh, hope you enjoyed the videos. ;D

The arrow, show straight to hell..
'niets.

Class advisor.
Sep 14, 2009
Dear Diary,

Ms Christina is our new CA. *Omfgwtfbbq semi-colon O.*

Naw, I'm not really shocked. I'm kinda relieved actually. She really is kinda cool. Though, she's acts kinda like a mum. But she's cool. *Nods.*

Takecare over there,
'niets,
God, please help me.
Sep 13, 2009
Dear Diary,

God, I feel horrible. I feel like I hate the world. I feel like I could scream. I feel like my heart's been dugged out and left to dry. I feel like crying. I feel like tearing apart the 'L,O,L' keys whenever I try to type them. I feel like killing the person who tries to talk to me. I feel like taking this computer screen & throwing it @ a wall. I feel like I can't take it anymore.

Anyone know what this feeling is?

Phuck this.
'niets.
Dear God, the only thing I ask of you, is to hold her when I'm not around.
Dear Diary,

*Can anyone guess what day it is? ..anyone? YES.. It's SATURDAY.*

No, we should talk. This is not something to be shunned aside. This is a problem. And I wanna solve it, before its too late. First off, I'm sorry for kinda avoiding you during the first part. I guess it's just me, y'know? If you don't talk to me, I won't talk to you. Thats my kind of style. Anyway, I just wanna get this topic off of my chest. Because it's really starting to bother me. As in seriously. Until whenever then.

*Calling all cars we got another victim. Cuz' my love has become an affliction. Well what did you expect from me?*

Well, today is Sunday. And you know what that means. Its FAMILY DAY. And no, its not a good thing. So anyway, I went over to my Grandma's house today. I do nothing there except for eat, watch TV, eat again & probably afew rounds of Final Fantasy Dissidia on my PSP. Then, finally, I'm able to come back home.

Well, I hate Sundays, it means that tomoro is Monday. Which is a schooling day. Which sucks. I seriously can't wait for the school holidays to arrive. When that happens, I swear I'll sleep at 6am everyday.

*LESSIE..!!!*

Also, I have some unfortunate news.

@ 7.36pm, today, Lessie's D string snapped. The incident happened when I was playing the song; Calling All Cars. I was kinda getting into the groove, and I started playing harder. Then it snapped. Lol, fortunately, noone was hurt. But it means a whole lot of restringing work for me. *SIGH.*

*I hate Sundays.*
'niets.
So what're you gonna do now? Avoid me forever?
Sep 11, 2009
Dear Diary,

*Boy, ...am I caught in a deep f*ck.*
I'm not angry, neither happy nor sad. To be honest, I don't even care. Making such a big ruckus over a girl? I'm not trying to sound mean or angry or anything, but I just wanna get this clear. I am not screwing a friendship up over this. It's stupid and pointless. I don't see a need for you to go apologising to me over something you didn't do wrong. I spent the night / day thinking over this, and I finally made my decision. What about you? Instead of apologizing to me, you should start doing something about it. And no, I'm not saying this just cause I'm trying to make you feel better. If I did, I wouldn't be typing this on my blog, I would've just said it to you. Stop thinking so much, because the more you think, the more your thoughts get bigger. The more your thoughts get bigger, the more you start assuming. The more you assume, the more wrong you become. And my friend.. you're indeed wrong about my thoughts of you. Think about it, I'm not gonna be selfish and let my friend suffer while I get all the glory. That's seriously f*cked up. So I decided not to. Your feelings aren't mine. So I have no right to stop you. "Keep aiming for that goal, and don't lose sight of it." No, I'm not saying that just to make you feel better. I mean it. ...I swear, I f*cking mean it.

*I won't, be saved.*

Hey guys, today we learnt about DOLLIES & TRACKS. This is probably, for me, the best part of camera techniques ..EVER.

Here's some peektures showing Jasmine on a Suitcase Dolly:


Sorry for my disgusting camera quality.

Basically, what you see here is a Dolly & Track system. Here's how it works; The Dolly & Track system is basically like a one-car MRT. Except the Dolly doesn't have windows and seats. The Dolly is basically like a platform which allows the camera crew to stand on it and film. The Track(s) are basically what guides the Dolly. As you can see on the peektures above, Jasmine is acting as the cameraman, and my friend, Jonathan is acting as a Grip. Which is sort of like a "Pusher". The Key Grip is supposed to push the Dolly while the cameraman, who is sitting on the Dolly, films. Giving it a really cool look.

I can't really give examples of how it would look like on camera. But it looks really good. :D

*Don't have the mood to do anything right now.*
'niets.

No, don't even think about it Stein.
Sep 10, 2009
Dear Diary,

*What I feel for you, ain't a lie.*

Okay, this is like.. the 1981273162th time I went to school @ 1.30pm. Can't really blame me though, I was watching; "The Late Show with David Letterman". (I think.) JULIA ROBERTS WAS ON!

*Angel o' Mercy, how'd you find me? How'd you read my story?*

OKAY, I took a cab to school today. Even though I was early. Why? Its because I wanted to go to school without waiting 45 bloody minutes just to wait for a friggin' bus. Also, I wanted to enjoy the Taxi's air-con, since it was already afternoon, and the sun was hot enough to cook an egg on the asphalt.

So anyway, here's the funny part; I waited for a taxi, and eventually, one came. It was a usual Blue OLD Comfort cab. I flagged it down. And when I got in, I swear, it was HHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO0000000WWWTTTTT. (Hot.) Its either, the taxi driver had something wrong with his inner-thermometer or the taxi was really mean to me. So my plan, about being well-cooled was seriously destroyed. I practically suffered in the taxi.

HOWEVER, I did get something out of that hell; the cab fare costed 5.80, so I gave him 10 and he gave me back 5.20. That means I earned a dollar. I know its really evil of me, but if you were in that cab, you'd understand. So anyway, I proceeded up to Cafe 2 and joined the others.

Everything else was a blurr..

*Songs I practiced today.*

Awakening.

Calling All Cars.


Can't Be Saved.

Buried A Lie.

Lost In Stereo.

Bat Country.

I Won't See You Tonight (Part 1)

Dammit.

All The Small Things.

All-in-all, I was satisfied.

*I envy you people with holidays.*
'niets.

MSN MSN MSN.
Sep 9, 2009
Dear Diary,

*MSN's being a pain in the f*cking ass.*

Hey guys, anyone else having troubles with trying to login?

Damn, she's leaving soon. Should I... Naww..
'niets.
we.start.a.riot.
Sep 7, 2009
*Take a break, have a Kit-Kat.*

Hey guys, I'm here again, to tell you about a really cool blogshop my friend introduced me.

http://westartariot.livejournal.com/

All you gals out there, if you're looking for something nice to wear. Be sure to drop by! :)

*Signing off.*
'niets.


BBF COMPETITIONS.
Dear Diary,

*A picture says a thousand words, a video says a thousand more.*

To all my wonderful & dearest bestest best friends out there; Jasmine, Jonathan & Me made a video that is SPECIALLY for you! The video is to show our appreciation to you guys, and how you, in your individual way, made our lives happier.

Please, sit back, relax & enjoy the video..
After all, its for you. :)

P.S.
Watch in fullscreen.



Also, if you guys really enjoyed it. You can help us win a competition by voting for us!

http://www.audiblehearts.sg/bbf/Default.aspx?ID=250

Support Jasmine's photo too!

http://www.audiblehearts.sg/bbf/Default.aspx?ID=173

Do take note that votings end tomorrow. So please, try to tell your friends and everyone else to vote!
All you have to do, is just register and click; "Click here to Vote!"

THANK YOU.

*Signing off.*
'niets,
Our dreams, are made up of real things.
Dear Diary,

*Our dreams, are made up of real things.*

Holy crap, I had alot of fun in school today. It practically didn't feel like school. Since I was practically not doing any work at all. I pretty much had nothing to do, since everything was already done before-hand.

*Alright, what did you do to my Call of Duty 4? You did something to it, didn't you?*

I.woke.up.late.again.

Went to school @ around.. 11.40pm? Reached the cafe @ around.. 12.30? Slacked till 1.30pm. Then headed for our 'CARE' lesson. I learnt a few stuff about sculpting in 3D. Then, proceeded to NLE. There, I played doodled around in Wikipedia till 4.50pm. After that, we went down to Cafe 1 to have our dinner. I had a bowl of Fish Soup along with some rice.

Then, me, Jasmine & Jonathan walked to the busstop together. Cracking BLOODY funny jokes along the way. I swear I laughed soo hard that I was practically crying. Heh, I had alot of fun with them. Then, we finally boarded the 2nd bus. And rode it all the way home.

*TINK* You have earned a new trophy!

Also, thanks to Haiqal, I managed to learn how to sing using my stomach! I'm not trying to showoff or anything. But now, I can manage to sing Secret Valentine fully without sounding like a horse afterwards. So, a big thanks to you man! :)

P.S. You guys can tell that I kept everything short and sweet. Its practically because I didn't do anything much in school. And I don't have the mood to blog too. Lol.

-Songs to complete-

Calling all Cars
85%

Awakening
95%

Can't Be Saved
95%

Family Tradition
75%

Open Your Eyes
85% (Excluding Solo)

Dammit
55%


Secret Valentine
?%

*Signing off.*
'niets,

Can't Be Saved.
Sep 5, 2009
Dear Diary,

*Static feedback*
Oh, I forgot to write this down on the previous post;

You guys should really check this video out. Its a song by Senses Fail. Good song, horrible video, disgusting ending. You should know what I mean, watch the ending of the video. View it in fullscreen, you won't be able to see the full video if you don't.




*Signing off*
'niets.

I'm stuck in a coma.
Dear Diary,

I guess this continues on. I keep telling myself to not think about her, because it's just plainly.. wrong. I know it won't happen and at the same time, I know if I try, it might. Maybe I'm scared, maybe I'm scared of what might happen if I actually asked her, maybe I'm scared of what she'll think of me. I try to act normally infront of her, but it always seems like I said something wrong. Then, when it's all over, I apologize. Making it bloody obvious. Stupid me. What the heck, if you're reading this, you should know that I'm talking about you. I've always wanted to confess, but I can't. At least now you know, how I feel whenever I'm around you. How I feel, whenever I try to pick words. How I feel whenever I try to act 'normally'.

*Now Downloading..*
Okay, I'm starting to like Senses Fail's SONGS. I don't like the band, because the lead singer looks like a d!ckhead. (No offence.) Their songs have a really catchy tune, kinda rocky but at the same time not too rocky. Heh, just nice. So anyway, I kinda spent the whole day today practicing songs on my Lessie. (My elec.)From Awakening, Seize the Day to Buried A Lie. It felt really good because I was kinda jumping around in my room while doing so. I'm kinda learning how to play and stand/jump. It isn't easy, and I lost a nail! Bah, doesn't matter.

*Team, REGROUP.*
About today, I spent hours playing a MMORPG-FPS called Combat Arms. I'm sure some of you gamers should be familiar with it. Kinda fun, but since the servers are hosted in the West, it was really laggy for me, but nothing I couldn't handle. :)

Then, shortly after, my mum awoke from her eternal slumber and asked if I wanted to head down to E!Hub for lunch & grocery shopping. I agreed, and went to bathe. Finally we headed down stopping by @ the construction going on beneath my flat. We ate @ Downtown East's 'Kopitiam'. The one next to Mcdonald's? Yeah, that one. I ordered the Korean dish while my mum did the same. It was BLOODY salty. But I enjoyed it all-in-all.

We then proceeded to NTUC to get our groceries. Nothing much happened. The only thing interesting that happened was about a old man & 2 small girls. Here's how it went.

The old man was buying 4D while the girls were nearby looking @ toilet paper. (Don't know why.)

Old man: *AHHH CHOOOO!* *Sneezes* (The sneeze sounded like a dog bark.)

Girl 1: Wei, did you hear that?

Girl 2: Hear what? *Confused*

Girl 1: I thought you weren't allowed to bring pets into NTUC?

Girl 2: What pets? What you talking about? *More confused*

Girl 1: I thought I heard a dog bark.

Girl 2: Huh? You sure anot?

Girl 1: Yeah, it sounded like.. *BARK BARK* (Which sounds totally different from the Old man's sneeze.)


Girl 2: No la.. You hear wrong.

*Old man walks away, oblivious to what happened.*

I know it isn't funny, but it was BLOODY funny if you happen to see it. I was practically laughing my ass off when I heard their conversation. And the worst part about it, the old man didn't know what was going on. LOL!

So anyway, I helped my mum carry the groceries back home, settled down and stuff. And now, my shoulder hurts like.. %(*@#^$. If anyone of you went for Friday's Badminton outing, you'd know what happened. Seems like I can't even raise my hand up fully. WTF, seems like one injury after another. Weak me. This sucks.

*Signing off*
Really hope you know that I'm talking about you, I really want you to know.
'niets.

Jealousy, a man's horrid friend.
Sep 3, 2009
Dear Diary,

I was awake the whole night yesterday thinking about.. whether I should go for her. I mean, she's my really good friend and all. But wouldn't it be alil' weird? Y'know, we've been friends for like.. AGES. Whatever it is, I'm sure she doesn't know that I'm talking about her. And even if she'd knew, I know it wouldn't happen. Maybe I'm too negative, maybe not. Heh, I can probably imagine what she'd say when she finds out that I'm talking about her. She'll probably go: "Why me?". I needa think this through. Don't ask, cause I'll never tell, and don't tell yourself that you don't wanna know. Because that way, you'd wanna know. Nonsensical me.

Continuing on..

*TINK* You've just recieved a new trophy!

TODAY, was a great day. Why? Its because I did something that I never thought I would do! You guys must be wondering; 'Wth is this d!ckhead saying?' Well, I woke up @ 6.15am today. That's why. The plan was to meet Kelvin for Breakfast @ 6.30am. Take the bus down, and slack @ Cafe 1. So luckily, Kelvin decided to give e a wake up call this morning. (Thanks dood.) I immediately got up and hurried down to the busstop. According to him, I managed to make it on time. WHICH IS A BLOODY BIG DEAL FOR ME. NEW ACHIEVEMENT! Thanks for waking me up Kel. :)

So anyway, we got on the bus, sat at the back and rode to ITE.

When we alighted, it seems that we were the only one on the road towards ITE's front gate. It wasn't as packed as the time when I get up. So we leisurely walked slowly towards school, taking our own sweet time. I ate a Breakfast Set which contains: 2 eggs, 1 slice of bread cut into 2 & a cup of Milo @ 1.80. And I enjoyed it, ALOT. Kelvin ate a sandwich which he brought from home, seems nice though. It had eggs in it. *Opens eyes*

So after our wonderful breakfast, we made our way to the lift, accompanied Kelvin till the 6th floor, while I alighted @ the 5th floor. Walked slowly towards class, since I was like.. EARLY as hell. Turned around the corner and saw Joshua and gang sitting on the floor listening to their MP3's. I joined them, listening to my PSP. Shortly after, Ms Raudhah arrived and opened the door. I immediately got started on our BBF. Since Jasmine said she needed help in commenting about it and such.

NLE was pretty much boring after that.

*Doom music* Here comes our 3hr break.

Yes, 3 bloody god-forsaken hours. We sat at a long table @ Cafe 2, talking, doing our work, watching Anime, playing games & whatnot. For me, it wasn't as long as I thought it would be, since I was pretty much working throughout. We met ZX, Mervin, Daph & WE whilst we were busy working hard on our projects. Said "Hi." to them and continued with our work. I finished up pretty easily since everyone was paying attention to their laptop's and not making a sound. Peace & quiet, me like.

After what seemed years, we finally made our way to VP2. VP2 was really interesting today, since Mr Graham was talking about marriages and stuff. While Mr Boi was 'bonding' with us. It kinda made us into the mood of studying. So without hesitating, he started on the lesson. He thought us about Camera Movements and stuff. It was pretty interesting cause he was asking us one by one about what we've learned and how much we paid attention.

VP2 ended really early today.

*School bell rings* School ended @ like.. 3.40pm.

Which was BLOODY early, not like I'm complaining but.. We've been ending really early nowadays. Heh. So anyway, me, Jasmine, Jonathan, Sun & Fish walked towards bus 12 since some of us needed to get our hair cut. (Said Mr Graham.) So we boarded, and rode all the way to Pasir Ris. When we reached, we bidded our farewells to Jasmine and continued on to the salon. When we arrived, it was packed. So, Sun made a remarkably smart comment and suggested that we eat before we cut our hair. We agreed and proceeded towards 24hr Coffee Express. I decided not to eat since I was kinda saving money for Friday, so, the only ones that were eating was Fish & Sun. We then talked about games, people, movies for like.. an hour? before finally proceeding to the salon.

We got our hair done and finally, we proceeded home.

Unattainable dreams are always the best kind.
'niets.


We're awakening.
Sep 2, 2009
Dear Diary,

OH GOSH, I'm starting to love the song: "Awakening." Why? I don't know, probably it's because its easy to play and nice to the ears. Can't wait to jam with me band-buddies.

Anyway, I reached school 10 mins late today. Wasn't that bad, but still.. I was still late. I guess you people are already used to the "I was late today." crap. I got up at like.. 8.15, since school started @ 9. Bathed and everything, and headed down to the taxi stand. (Yes I took a cab.) Waited for.. 2 mins? And I finally saw a vacant, normal, lousy, common, old, dirty, disgusting, noisy, slow ..blue Comfort cab which was gonna make a U-turn. I thought to myself; 'Darn, I'm gonna waste another 10 bucks on a normal, lousy, common, old.. (You get the point.) cab?'

LUCKILY, there was this RED, fast, new, clean, uncommon, Toyota (I think.) Wish cab in the distance coming towards my direction. I rejoiced and quickly raised out my hand. Why? It's because its RED. Secondly, because it's RED. And thirdly, because I felt like taking a RED cab today. Stubborn me. Well anyway, the journey to school was boring, nothing to look at, nothing to smile at, nothing to stare at. So finally, when I arrived @ my destination, I tapped in and met Sun along the way to class. We talked and talked about our attachment which was coming soon and stuff, and how unfortunate that Jasmine and Jonathan couldn't come along. It would've been fun, seriously. So finally, we entered class and settled down. Jasmine commanded me to get started on the BBF competition thingie. Which I did so immediately. And the rest went down to do their shooting.

Soon after, our 30 mins lunchbreak came. Just like secondary school eh? We ate @ Cafe 2. I ate plate of "Cai Fan." which is Mixed Vegetable Rice if you guys don't understand my horrid chinese. I guess it was the only thing to eat since the queue was the shortest then. So we finished our meal and started talked about.. 'people.' I shall not reveal their names here. Since Fuad was having his fasting, he distracted himself by playing Fallout 3 on his laptop. I went over occasionally to check up on how the game looks like and such. I was kinda surprised that his laptop was able to take the pressure of the game. I always thought it was a really graphical. Well, that goes to show that a laptop is better than my desktop. (*Sad face*)

When we arrived @ ETP we immediately got started on our PowerPoint presentation, since none of us did it, and today was presentation day. So you can say it was pretty funny watching them hurrying to finish their slides. Me? I worked on the BBF thingie again. Leaving my poor teammates behind to do all the dirty work. Heh, I'm just kidding. I'm sure they didn't mind. (Right?) So anyways, we, Jonathan basically, managed to finish the slides on time for presenting. Finally, we went up and starting "presenting" to the ..lecturer. I always thought presentation was to the whole class or something, but today was different. Well, less pressure for us. We breezed through easily, and I got back to my thing. After like 30 seconds into my work, the lecturer, Mr Lieu said that we were allowed to go. JUST WHEN I WAS ABOUT TO GET USED TO THE COMFORTABLE CHAIR, THE FENG SHUI, THE TABLE AND WHATNOT, HE TELLS US TO LEAVE. OMGWTFBBQSMSMRTSBSPIEETPNLEVP2COGDPH.

*Sigh*, so anyways, since we had ample time to spare, Joshua, Jonathan, Sun, Kristy & Me went down to Cafe 1 to have a light snack before going for our EVER-long lecture. They had some weird dessert while I had 2 pieces bread. After we satisfied our stomachs we made our way up to the 3rd floor. Sat on the floor and started begging for money.. OF COURSE NOT, we just sat around outside the lecture hall like a bunch of homeless people. We talked, laughed, made fun of..

After what seemed hours, the ever-"fantastic" lecturers arrived from their holy throne. Opened the lecture door and allowed us to get our butts seated on a REAL chair. I settled down next to Jonathan on my left and Jasmine on my right, Jasmine whipped out her laptop and asked me to get started on the BBF thing again. But since Mr Dom / Ms Raudhah had to teach today, we decided to leave it for later. Instead, I started playing around with 'Microsoft Word on Mac' with Jonathan. We were typing what we would say. It was pretty hilarious, playing around with text and smileys. Heh. The lecture was pretty quick today. It was all about shortcut keys and such. Still, it was useful in everyway. Ended up, we ended @ 3.40pm. Which was.. 2hrs & 20mins earlier than our usual timing. Cool eh?

So we ajourned to Cafe 1 to relax and work on our BBF thing. We said our goodbyes on the way leaving Jonathan, Jasmine and me. We found a table, and just when I was about to put my arse on the chair, I recieved a call from Sun saying that he wants to meet me @ the CVC. *Double sigh* So I got up and walked to the CVC. Finished up our 'thing'. Walked back, said bye to them and said hi to ZX which was about to enter Cafe 1, and finally, managed to sit on the chair. We worked for about.. 30 mins and finally we decided to leave ITE. We met Kelvin along the way and we ajourned to the busstop. Kelvin & ZX seperated from us since they wanted to take the bus from the 'usual' spot. While me Jasmine & Daph walked to the furthur busstop, since bus 12 stops nearer there. So anyway, we wait for like.. aeons before a BOARDABLE bus 12 arrived. We got on and started playing around with Jasmine saying that Mr Boi wants her to leave the course and such. Of course, Mr Boi didn't say such a thing.

We stopped @ WhiteSands and finally had our dinner. Then, we left and went home. Nothing else to report. :D

Wow, Am I starting to have feelings for you again?
'niets.
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