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Stein Yan Fernando .
The name's Stein
Born on the 10TH of March,
I'm currently 17, and I can't wait to be 18.
Iam obviously a Pisces
Born in Singapore
I ADORE the colour Red.
I have a burning passion for Guitar
I currently own 3 guitars.
2 semi-acoustics & 1 electric.
I'm currently learning fingerstyle plucking.
I idolize a man named Andy Mckee.
He is both an idol and a person to look up to.
Currently studying in Simei ITE
Digital Audio & Video Productions is what I study.
Photography is one of my favorites.
Computer Graphics is one of my hatreds.
Do NOT tick me off when I'm hungry.
Because a hungry man is an angry man.
To me, music is my life.
But of course, my friends always comes first.
I do not have a best friend.
I do not like to rank my friends.
But, rest assured that each of my friends are precious.
listen .
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I'm stuck in a coma.
Sep 5, 2009
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Dear Diary,
I guess this continues on. I keep telling myself to not think about her, because it's just plainly.. wrong. I know it won't happen and at the same time, I know if I try, it might. Maybe I'm scared, maybe I'm scared of what might happen if I actually asked her, maybe I'm scared of what she'll think of me. I try to act normally infront of her, but it always seems like I said something wrong. Then, when it's all over, I apologize. Making it bloody obvious. Stupid me. What the heck, if you're reading this, you should know that I'm talking about you. I've always wanted to confess, but I can't. At least now you know, how I feel whenever I'm around you. How I feel, whenever I try to pick words. How I feel whenever I try to act 'normally'.
I guess this continues on. I keep telling myself to not think about her, because it's just plainly.. wrong. I know it won't happen and at the same time, I know if I try, it might. Maybe I'm scared, maybe I'm scared of what might happen if I actually asked her, maybe I'm scared of what she'll think of me. I try to act normally infront of her, but it always seems like I said something wrong. Then, when it's all over, I apologize. Making it bloody obvious. Stupid me. What the heck, if you're reading this, you should know that I'm talking about you. I've always wanted to confess, but I can't. At least now you know, how I feel whenever I'm around you. How I feel, whenever I try to pick words. How I feel whenever I try to act 'normally'.
*Now Downloading..*
Okay, I'm starting to like Senses Fail's SONGS. I don't like the band, because the lead singer looks like a d!ckhead. (No offence.) Their songs have a really catchy tune, kinda rocky but at the same time not too rocky. Heh, just nice. So anyway, I kinda spent the whole day today practicing songs on my Lessie. (My elec.)From Awakening, Seize the Day to Buried A Lie. It felt really good because I was kinda jumping around in my room while doing so. I'm kinda learning how to play and stand/jump. It isn't easy, and I lost a nail! Bah, doesn't matter.
*Team, REGROUP.*
About today, I spent hours playing a MMORPG-FPS called Combat Arms. I'm sure some of you gamers should be familiar with it. Kinda fun, but since the servers are hosted in the West, it was really laggy for me, but nothing I couldn't handle. :)
Then, shortly after, my mum awoke from her eternal slumber and asked if I wanted to head down to E!Hub for lunch & grocery shopping. I agreed, and went to bathe. Finally we headed down stopping by @ the construction going on beneath my flat. We ate @ Downtown East's 'Kopitiam'. The one next to Mcdonald's? Yeah, that one. I ordered the Korean dish while my mum did the same. It was BLOODY salty. But I enjoyed it all-in-all.
We then proceeded to NTUC to get our groceries. Nothing much happened. The only thing interesting that happened was about a old man & 2 small girls. Here's how it went.
The old man was buying 4D while the girls were nearby looking @ toilet paper. (Don't know why.)
Old man: *AHHH CHOOOO!* *Sneezes* (The sneeze sounded like a dog bark.)
Girl 1: Wei, did you hear that?
Girl 2: Hear what? *Confused*
Girl 1: I thought you weren't allowed to bring pets into NTUC?
Girl 2: What pets? What you talking about? *More confused*
Girl 1: I thought I heard a dog bark.
Girl 2: Huh? You sure anot?
Girl 1: Yeah, it sounded like.. *BARK BARK* (Which sounds totally different from the Old man's sneeze.)
Girl 2: No la.. You hear wrong.
*Old man walks away, oblivious to what happened.*
I know it isn't funny, but it was BLOODY funny if you happen to see it. I was practically laughing my ass off when I heard their conversation. And the worst part about it, the old man didn't know what was going on. LOL!
So anyway, I helped my mum carry the groceries back home, settled down and stuff. And now, my shoulder hurts like.. %(*@#^$. If anyone of you went for Friday's Badminton outing, you'd know what happened. Seems like I can't even raise my hand up fully. WTF, seems like one injury after another. Weak me. This sucks.
Okay, I'm starting to like Senses Fail's SONGS. I don't like the band, because the lead singer looks like a d!ckhead. (No offence.) Their songs have a really catchy tune, kinda rocky but at the same time not too rocky. Heh, just nice. So anyway, I kinda spent the whole day today practicing songs on my Lessie. (My elec.)From Awakening, Seize the Day to Buried A Lie. It felt really good because I was kinda jumping around in my room while doing so. I'm kinda learning how to play and stand/jump. It isn't easy, and I lost a nail! Bah, doesn't matter.
*Team, REGROUP.*
About today, I spent hours playing a MMORPG-FPS called Combat Arms. I'm sure some of you gamers should be familiar with it. Kinda fun, but since the servers are hosted in the West, it was really laggy for me, but nothing I couldn't handle. :)
Then, shortly after, my mum awoke from her eternal slumber and asked if I wanted to head down to E!Hub for lunch & grocery shopping. I agreed, and went to bathe. Finally we headed down stopping by @ the construction going on beneath my flat. We ate @ Downtown East's 'Kopitiam'. The one next to Mcdonald's? Yeah, that one. I ordered the Korean dish while my mum did the same. It was BLOODY salty. But I enjoyed it all-in-all.
We then proceeded to NTUC to get our groceries. Nothing much happened. The only thing interesting that happened was about a old man & 2 small girls. Here's how it went.
The old man was buying 4D while the girls were nearby looking @ toilet paper. (Don't know why.)
Old man: *AHHH CHOOOO!* *Sneezes* (The sneeze sounded like a dog bark.)
Girl 1: Wei, did you hear that?
Girl 2: Hear what? *Confused*
Girl 1: I thought you weren't allowed to bring pets into NTUC?
Girl 2: What pets? What you talking about? *More confused*
Girl 1: I thought I heard a dog bark.
Girl 2: Huh? You sure anot?
Girl 1: Yeah, it sounded like.. *BARK BARK* (Which sounds totally different from the Old man's sneeze.)
Girl 2: No la.. You hear wrong.
*Old man walks away, oblivious to what happened.*
I know it isn't funny, but it was BLOODY funny if you happen to see it. I was practically laughing my ass off when I heard their conversation. And the worst part about it, the old man didn't know what was going on. LOL!
So anyway, I helped my mum carry the groceries back home, settled down and stuff. And now, my shoulder hurts like.. %(*@#^$. If anyone of you went for Friday's Badminton outing, you'd know what happened. Seems like I can't even raise my hand up fully. WTF, seems like one injury after another. Weak me. This sucks.
*Signing off*
Really hope you know that I'm talking about you, I really want you to know.
'niets.
Really hope you know that I'm talking about you, I really want you to know.
'niets.
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