Why do I even bother..

There was guitar classes today. It started at 2pm, and I woke up at.. 10am. Haha, yup, I wasn't late today. (Thats a first.) So I did the usual, got up, brushed my teeth, ate lunch & finally decided to head down to the PTC.

When I arrived, I saw everyone EATING. It was like they were having some food ritual or something. Luckily, I ate @ home. Though, everyone was asking me whether have I ate or not..

Guitar was a breeze today. I thought my ever-attentive class the next few lines of "If We Hold On Together". They were pretty much attentive all the way.

Shoutout to my wonderful students: Next week, will be my last week teaching you guys! SAD ME. Though, I'm sure you guys will continue practicing your skills even though I'm not there right? I'll be checking back with CC to see how far you've progressed! Keep up the good work!

Yeah, to second that above comment, next week will be my last week of guitar teaching @ PTC. Why? Its because of my new school timetable. It seems like from Monday to Thursday i'll be ending at 6pm. And, guitar lessons falls on Wednesday & Thursdays. Sad me. Anyway, its not like I won't be able to see them again..

Anyway, guitar lessons ended, and I decided to hang out in the hall with Jasmine & Kelvin for the time being. We did lots of fun stuff, and Jasmine was recording all the nonsense me and Kelvin were doing on her laptop. I'll post some videos IF I get them from her.

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Also, someone's birthday is coming up. And I've decided to do something for her. Which I did. I bought her a really nice 'thing.' And I wrote a MINI song for her. I won't blah it here, because I don't wanna spoil it. So yeah, I did ALOT of planning and such. However, things didn't go out so well for me.

I did try to 'jump-start' my plan earlier today. I tried to ask her for her.. blah blah blah. Apparently it failed epic'ly. I'm not trying to say that she's unappreciative or anything. Maybe I planned wrongly, or.. I did something wrong or whatever. Currently, my plan failed, and it seems that I won't be giving her the present. I'm pretty torn up. But who cares?

I tried to cheer myself at the PTC. Which obviously, did a great job. I'm sorry if I shun'ed anyone aside today at PTC. And yeah, all I did at the PTC today was play the guitar. It seems like thats the only thing that kept me from losing it.

Yes, I know. It's not a big deal. But to me, it is. And yes I know, your birthday is like.. ages from now. I don't know, I just feel.. like crap. Trust me, it isn't your fault. I just posting what I feel inside. Don't get me wrong, please.

Anyways, happy birthday.

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Putting that aside, tomoro's FRIDAY! I can't wait to re-meet my long lost friends. Maybe I can ask them for advice or something. That's probably the only thing I'm looking forward to right now. Bah, WTF is wrong with me? I sound like a f*cking crybaby. Damn it! WAKE UP STEIN YAN.

Weird me'
'niets.