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Stein Yan Fernando .
The name's Stein
Born on the 10TH of March,
I'm currently 17, and I can't wait to be 18.
Iam obviously a Pisces
Born in Singapore
I ADORE the colour Red.
I have a burning passion for Guitar
I currently own 3 guitars.
2 semi-acoustics & 1 electric.
I'm currently learning fingerstyle plucking.
I idolize a man named Andy Mckee.
He is both an idol and a person to look up to.
Currently studying in Simei ITE
Digital Audio & Video Productions is what I study.
Photography is one of my favorites.
Computer Graphics is one of my hatreds.
Do NOT tick me off when I'm hungry.
Because a hungry man is an angry man.
To me, music is my life.
But of course, my friends always comes first.
I do not have a best friend.
I do not like to rank my friends.
But, rest assured that each of my friends are precious.
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Obsession?
Jun 12, 2009
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It's like a dream I can't wake up from.
Guitar starts at 2 today. And I managed to reach PTC at 2.34pm.
Shoutout to CC; REALLY SORRY I was late. I hope I didn't cause much trouble today. Sorry again.
Yeah well, CC didn't really nag / scold me or anything, but I can tell that he was pissed. When I arrived, Kelvin & CC was already having a lesson with the sec2's. So I went in quietly, and sat at the back of the class. Worried that CC might just burst any moment. Surprisingly he didn't. Anyways, guitar class was a breeze today. The students today were EVER-attentive, and was a real joy to teach. Esp. Duriel. (I hoped I spelt your name correctly.) Dood, you should learn to smile more. You scare me sometimes. o.o
Basically I was in a teaching frenzy today. Kelvin, CC & me were teaching for.. iunno.. from 2 to.. 5? (Please correct me if iam wrong.) Surprisingly I wasn't tired at all. I was just happy to see that the sec2's were enjoying themselves. Oh, and there was a SPECIAL appearance today; NICK! Boy, i've not seen him for AGES. Well, its good to see that he's doing well now. (& his hair..)
Anyways, after classes, I learnt from Nick saying that Merv & ZX wants to play pool @ E!Hub. Seeing as I had not enough money with me, I decided to back out. But after Nick's pestering and begging, I decided to go and watch them play.
After we said our goodbyes to CC & Jason, Felicia, Jenny, Nick, Kelvin & myself, waited at the busstop for bus 17. Which took FOREVER. So me, being bored, whipped out my PSP and started listening to songs. Then, I was completely oblivious to what had happened around me. I was like in my own world. I can still remember Felicia & Cassandra calling me emo. WHICH ISN'T TRUE.
When we arrived @ E!Hub, we went straight to the coffeeshop for dinner. I ordered a Curry Chicken Cutlet Rice @ $5. I didn't really enjoy it, and the curry looked like snot. Oh well, its Jap~ (No offence.) Shortly after, Mervin arrived with his EVER-faithful cuestick. After the meal, we went to Cheers to get a couple of drinks and waited for ZX @ the same time. When he arrived, we continued our journey towards the pool centre.
Although I said that I didn't have money, Merv & the rest allowed me to play afew rounds. Which is really thoughtful of them. The total sum of the game was; $27.90.
Shoutout to Merv, Nick, ZX & Kelvin; Thanks for letting me play, even though I was broke. I had fun. :D Also, thanks ZX for training my Pokemon. LOL! && losing my analog stick.
Okay, this point onwards is about me being weird. IGNORE AGAIN~
I remembered the time I sent her the song; Tonight by FM Static.
I was afraid that she didn't like it.
Surprisingly, she did.
Today, when I was listening to my PSP's songs.
The song; Tonight, played.
Usually for me, I would just take it as a song.
But today was different.
When it played, it got me thinking of her again.
I remembered the time when she got her webcam.
I remembered the time when she played me the song; River Flows in You by Yiruma.
I remembered the time when she said that she was applying lotion (or some cream).. lmao!
I remembered the time when her pet dog, John, bit her on her hand.
I remembered the time when she celebrated her bestfriend's birthday.
I remembered the time when she was having troubles telling her mum that she was sick with modelling.
I remembered the time I confessed to her.
I remembered that it was during her O' levels. (Sorry if I made you lose focus.)
I remembered the time when you wrote those poems.
It made me laugh, yet, it managed to make me sad.
I know, this is the second time posting this crap.
& I'm sorry if I sound like a friggin' stalker.
I'm not being obsessive too.
But I mean, I miss her.
Dammit, I sound pathetic.
I remembered a friend telling me to tell her how I really feel.
But I bet she knows.
She's clever enough to know that I'm referring to her.
Boy, was I stupid. To let such a person go.
Regret, f*ck, I hate that word.
But theres nothing I can do now.
I just hope shes happy.
I just hope that shes doing her best.
I just hope she didn't forgot all those things that we did together.
One thing's for sure, I'm trying to get her out of my head.
And trust me, it isn't easy.
And, every little thing I do, reminds me of her. Doesn't help one single bit.
F*ck this, I want her back.
But at the same time, I'm telling myself not to.
I'm bloody confused.
Yeah, I know about the text colour. But I'm trying my best not to let my viewers see it. This problem is about me, myself & I. Bah, I'am not posting this nonsense to get attention or anything. I just wanna get this off ma' chest. It's been bugging me ever since the time I stopped talking to her. Though, it DID help when I posted it down on my entry. But, I still miss her.
'niets.
Guitar starts at 2 today. And I managed to reach PTC at 2.34pm.
Shoutout to CC; REALLY SORRY I was late. I hope I didn't cause much trouble today. Sorry again.
Yeah well, CC didn't really nag / scold me or anything, but I can tell that he was pissed. When I arrived, Kelvin & CC was already having a lesson with the sec2's. So I went in quietly, and sat at the back of the class. Worried that CC might just burst any moment. Surprisingly he didn't. Anyways, guitar class was a breeze today. The students today were EVER-attentive, and was a real joy to teach. Esp. Duriel. (I hoped I spelt your name correctly.) Dood, you should learn to smile more. You scare me sometimes. o.o
Basically I was in a teaching frenzy today. Kelvin, CC & me were teaching for.. iunno.. from 2 to.. 5? (Please correct me if iam wrong.) Surprisingly I wasn't tired at all. I was just happy to see that the sec2's were enjoying themselves. Oh, and there was a SPECIAL appearance today; NICK! Boy, i've not seen him for AGES. Well, its good to see that he's doing well now. (& his hair..)
Anyways, after classes, I learnt from Nick saying that Merv & ZX wants to play pool @ E!Hub. Seeing as I had not enough money with me, I decided to back out. But after Nick's pestering and begging, I decided to go and watch them play.
After we said our goodbyes to CC & Jason, Felicia, Jenny, Nick, Kelvin & myself, waited at the busstop for bus 17. Which took FOREVER. So me, being bored, whipped out my PSP and started listening to songs. Then, I was completely oblivious to what had happened around me. I was like in my own world. I can still remember Felicia & Cassandra calling me emo. WHICH ISN'T TRUE.
When we arrived @ E!Hub, we went straight to the coffeeshop for dinner. I ordered a Curry Chicken Cutlet Rice @ $5. I didn't really enjoy it, and the curry looked like snot. Oh well, its Jap~ (No offence.) Shortly after, Mervin arrived with his EVER-faithful cuestick. After the meal, we went to Cheers to get a couple of drinks and waited for ZX @ the same time. When he arrived, we continued our journey towards the pool centre.
Although I said that I didn't have money, Merv & the rest allowed me to play afew rounds. Which is really thoughtful of them. The total sum of the game was; $27.90.
Shoutout to Merv, Nick, ZX & Kelvin; Thanks for letting me play, even though I was broke. I had fun. :D Also, thanks ZX for training my Pokemon. LOL! && losing my analog stick.
Okay, this point onwards is about me being weird. IGNORE AGAIN~
I remembered the time I sent her the song; Tonight by FM Static.
I was afraid that she didn't like it.
Surprisingly, she did.
Today, when I was listening to my PSP's songs.
The song; Tonight, played.
Usually for me, I would just take it as a song.
But today was different.
When it played, it got me thinking of her again.
I remembered the time when she got her webcam.
I remembered the time when she played me the song; River Flows in You by Yiruma.
I remembered the time when she said that she was applying lotion (or some cream).. lmao!
I remembered the time when her pet dog, John, bit her on her hand.
I remembered the time when she celebrated her bestfriend's birthday.
I remembered the time when she was having troubles telling her mum that she was sick with modelling.
I remembered the time I confessed to her.
I remembered that it was during her O' levels. (Sorry if I made you lose focus.)
I remembered the time when you wrote those poems.
It made me laugh, yet, it managed to make me sad.
I know, this is the second time posting this crap.
& I'm sorry if I sound like a friggin' stalker.
I'm not being obsessive too.
But I mean, I miss her.
Dammit, I sound pathetic.
I remembered a friend telling me to tell her how I really feel.
But I bet she knows.
She's clever enough to know that I'm referring to her.
Boy, was I stupid. To let such a person go.
Regret, f*ck, I hate that word.
But theres nothing I can do now.
I just hope shes happy.
I just hope that shes doing her best.
I just hope she didn't forgot all those things that we did together.
One thing's for sure, I'm trying to get her out of my head.
And trust me, it isn't easy.
And, every little thing I do, reminds me of her. Doesn't help one single bit.
F*ck this, I want her back.
But at the same time, I'm telling myself not to.
I'm bloody confused.
Yeah, I know about the text colour. But I'm trying my best not to let my viewers see it. This problem is about me, myself & I. Bah, I'am not posting this nonsense to get attention or anything. I just wanna get this off ma' chest. It's been bugging me ever since the time I stopped talking to her. Though, it DID help when I posted it down on my entry. But, I still miss her.
'niets.
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