Memoirs of Stein Yan.

Goodbye Blogger, Hello LiveJournal.

Oct 25, 2009

Dear Diary,

BYEEEEEEEEEE. I'm officially moving to LiveJournal. Don't ask why, it seems cool'er there. :D

So Blogger can go suck a bag of d!cks.

Anyway, re-link me @: 01steiny.livejournal.com

Thank'ing you.

'niets.

School is for suckers.

Oct 22, 2009

Dear Diary,

I hated school today. Except for the lessons and the later part of the day. But earlier in the afternoon, it sucked.. I shan't explain why, cuz I don't wanna make a big fuss about it. So anyway...

Today is the dateline for my, our rather, NLE project. Basically the project was pretty simple, just grab a movie, and create your own trailer on it. Easy huh? Well, I thought it was.. but I guess it wasn't. Because our 'teamleader' didn't make heads or tails about picking a movie to edit. At first it was.. "Jumper", then its "Hitman" and now finally her decision was "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button". So anyways, I didn't do much since she was the one with the 'know-it-all' attitude. But every once in a blue moon, I offered my help.

So anyways, we did the project, handed in, almost missed the dateline but 'its s'all good'.

Then comes our 4-hr break. Usually, I'd have my PSP to.. y'know.. NOT bore myself. Unfortunately, my PSP has met some series of unfortunate events and is unable to continue working anymore. So, you can imagine how bored I was. Luckily, Joshua was kind enough to borrow me his laptop. And I played.. Crazy Planets on Facebook. Heh. :D

Everything after that totally sucked.

Except for the dinner, heh, it was great.

'niets.

Shampoo is gooooood.

Oct 21, 2009

Dear Diary,

Its now currently; 11.00pm sharp. I just watched an episode of GhostHunters before coming here to type an entry. I won't talk about school, because it's been another.. usual day. Nothing special.

Actually, I wanna apologize to Kelvin. Sorry I couldn't wait for you, I had some stuff to do at home.

Bleagh.. I'm kinda lost for words today. Don't worry, I ain't emo or anything. And no, I ain't thinking about suicide or something. But yeah, maybe I'm just kinda excited about Friday. I get to meet my long lost friends again.

Until then my friends,

'niets.

Holy crap, today was fun.

Oct 20, 2009

Dear Diary,

Y'know? Sometimes, every once in a blue moon, I might actually enjoy myself in school. Nawww, of course I'm exaggerating. Well, usually I enjoy myself in school most of the time. But today however, was kinda special. I wouldn't reveal too much here, I'm afraid someone might actually read it..

BUT.. We did actually went out, all the way to Bugis. On bus. The journey there was kinda fun, disturbing Daphane on the phone, watching Jasmine abusing my iTouch, telling Sun about how an idiot he is.. Yeah, it was kinda fun. So our destination was Sunshine Plaza. It was the place where we went to print our DPH final project. But this time, we needed to print our DVD covers. Well, they actually, not me. :D

So anyway, we got off the bus.. there and then, we knew.....

That we were lost.

Yes, we actually got lost in Singapore. Stupid, I know. But eventually, with Elizabeth's quick thinking and the desperation of getting out of the scorching sun.. We managed to find the place. It wasn't very far, but we were practically complaining most of the time. About how hot Singapore was.. about how far Sunshine Plaza was. Us = typical Singaporeans.

So anyway, we found the place, got in, did our stuff and proceeded to Sim Lim. Its actually my second time there. I don't usually go to those REALLY far places, even though it really isn't that far. But whatever. We went into Sim Lim, got our stuff and finally we then proceeded to Bugis Street. Why? Cause' we wanted to get some 'stuff'. You'll find our sooner or later.

After about.. an hour of shopping, we finally made a conclusion that we were hungry. So we walked.. in the HOOOT sun to Bugis Junction to have our lunch. I just gotta say.. that Bugis Junction's foodcourt.. HAS WAY TOO MANY EXPENSIVE FOOD. What's worse, it doesn't even taste the price. IT TASTES LIKE CRAP. Well, not really, but the Yong Tao Fu I ate.. wasn't so bad. But Elizabeth's japanese dish was horrible. She wasted like.. 8.90 on a plate which tasted like dog food. Note to self: Eat @ McDonald's if you're planning to eat @ Bugis Junction.

So after we ate, we sat and talked about stuff.. Talked about Bleach, about Naruto, about our projects and whatnot. It was kinda fun, talking to them. So anyway, we got up and left for home.

Nothing much happened in school. Except that I got to know a new friend. :)

'niets.

Sickidy, sickidy, SICK.

Oct 19, 2009

Dear Diary,

I'M DOWN WITH FEVER! This sucks, bloody bloody sucks. Actually, no, it doesn't suck. Cause I might not have to go to school for another day. But it seems a 'person' needs something from me. And that 'something' is kinda important for our project.

..Ignore this part.

Actually, I won't have to worry about a thing if she didn't appoint me as Producer. How can you expect a team to fully operate if you don't try to listen to your teammates? You should stop pushing around work which you yourself, is able to do. You know what? F*ck this, f*ck you. Yes you, you should know who I'm talking about. Why the F*CK did you have to pick me for your as your crew? Why the F*CK did you have to appoint me as a Producer? Why the F*CK do you have to be a b!tch? Honestly, if you weren't so stuck-up in your ass I wouldn't mind actually working with you. But noooooo, if it isn't bad enough, you just HAD to appoint me as a Producer, didn't you? Open your bloody eyes, since you're freakin' blinded about how your make-up is as thick as inches, everyone hates you. Everyone wants you to just fall off a cliff and splatter into a thousand pieces. Everyone just wants to pour kerosene on your make-up and burn it to dust, so that your 'boyfriends' are able to see what you really are.. A B!TCH. Who gives a damn about your shortfilm? I'm only doing it cause I have to, I'm only doing it for the grades, I'm only doing it, because I don't have a bloody choice. DAMN IT.

BLEAGH, that felt bloody good. Actually, I'm kinda hoping that she'd read it. So she would confront me about it. Then i'd have every right to blast whatever I have to say, into her f*ckidy face.

Signing off,

'niets.

My heart's lying to me.

Oct 15, 2009

Dearest Diary,

Oh god, I'm confused..

I just remembered that when I was in Malaysia, I was thinking about a particular someone. And that particular 'someone' isn't her. It was actually.. HER. Those of you who know me particularly well, should know who I'm talking about. And those of you who don't, don't assume.

I know it's wrong, she's happy right now.

I know it's wrong, she's with someone else.

I know it's wrong, because she gave me 2 chances.

I know it's wrong, because she probably doesn't know I exist anymore.

This sucks, seriously. I thought I was over it, I thought that I could just let it go. I thought that she was gone from the depths of my mind. But it isn't. I've been trying to distract myself, looking away from the obvious fact that I still have feelings for her. To be honest, it was hard. When you left, I don't know if you realized this, but I still loved you. I hated myself, I hated myself alot. But I know that it's already over. You said so yourself. And I know that it wouldn't happen. Not in a million years. You gave me chances, I gave you empty promises. And I regret deeply for that. I know you'll never read this, I know you'll never remember my name. But let me tell you this, I'll remember yours. I'll remember everything about you. You have my word for it. For you, are my unattainable dream.

Be sure to take care of yourself, and drink loads of water.

Sorry, I needed my 'Stein' time.

'niets.

Mr. McScruffy & McFluffy.

Dearest Diary,

I have some fortunate/unfortunate news! I'm sure you guys know that I'm currently living with a reptile (or issit an amphibian? w/e it's spelt). You guys should also know that it's mainly the reason why my room stinks most of the time. Maybe it's because it spends most of its time pooping and pee'ing. *Useless bugger*

BUT, fear not, I have a solution! I'm throwing him away..

Nawww, of course not. Well, actually, I don't have a solution. But, what you see on the title is the names of my brand new pets. (Damn, I sound like Pet Society) Meet, Mr. McScruffy;

And of course, Mr McFluffy;

Well, they're Dwarf Hares. In case you're wondering. Cute, aren't they? But for some weird reason, I think Scruffy doesn't like me. :(

But I think Fluffy likes me though. :)

Oh and btw, just in case you people think I've gotten soft, the name's of the rabbits weren't chosen/picked by me. Blame my sister and her horrible taste of CUTE'ISH NAMES.

Signing off,
'niets.