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Stein Yan Fernando .

The name's Stein
Born on the 10TH of March,
I'm currently 17, and I can't wait to be 18.
Iam obviously a Pisces
Born in Singapore
I ADORE the colour Red.
I have a burning passion for Guitar
I currently own 3 guitars.
2 semi-acoustics & 1 electric.
I'm currently learning fingerstyle plucking.
I idolize a man named Andy Mckee.
He is both an idol and a person to look up to.
Currently studying in Simei ITE
Digital Audio & Video Productions is what I study.
Photography is one of my favorites.
Computer Graphics is one of my hatreds.
Do NOT tick me off when I'm hungry.
Because a hungry man is an angry man.
To me, music is my life.
But of course, my friends always comes first.
I do not have a best friend.
I do not like to rank my friends.
But, rest assured that each of my friends are precious.

 
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MusicPlaylist
MySpace Music Playlist at MixPod.com

 
My heart's lying to me.
Oct 15, 2009
Dearest Diary,

Oh god, I'm confused..

I just remembered that when I was in Malaysia, I was thinking about a particular someone. And that particular 'someone' isn't her. It was actually.. HER. Those of you who know me particularly well, should know who I'm talking about. And those of you who don't, don't assume.

I know it's wrong, she's happy right now.
I know it's wrong, she's with someone else.
I know it's wrong, because she gave me 2 chances.
I know it's wrong, because she probably doesn't know I exist anymore.

This sucks, seriously. I thought I was over it, I thought that I could just let it go. I thought that she was gone from the depths of my mind. But it isn't. I've been trying to distract myself, looking away from the obvious fact that I still have feelings for her. To be honest, it was hard. When you left, I don't know if you realized this, but I still loved you. I hated myself, I hated myself alot. But I know that it's already over. You said so yourself. And I know that it wouldn't happen. Not in a million years. You gave me chances, I gave you empty promises. And I regret deeply for that. I know you'll never read this, I know you'll never remember my name. But let me tell you this, I'll remember yours. I'll remember everything about you. You have my word for it. For you, are my unattainable dream.

Be sure to take care of yourself, and drink loads of water.

Sorry, I needed my 'Stein' time.
'niets.



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